sahabat

sahabat.... known as s.a.h.a.b.a.t

korang igt sng ke nk eja sahabat tu betul2 klo kita x ikhas nk mksudkan..

menyedari hakikat yg aku ni bkn lah sahabat yg baik

tp hya igin mnjadi yg terbaik.

kdg2 kita puas pk.. haila2 cane la nk cari sowang sahabat yg sgt2 baik

hurm ada lg ke dlm dunia ni,, sbb kita sndiri ni baik sgt ke nk dptkn sahabat spt itu

kdg2 kta pena mengangan kwn yg sgt perfect tp kita sniri hmpeh.

teman bicara, teman bercerita, teman gelak, nagis tu suma adaah stu pkara yg indah..

stu yg bezt nya bsama insan bergelar sahabat. dye sntiasa thu keburukan n kebaikan kita

yg paling indah, kita x pena segan klihatan bodoh or senget skali pun

seyes.. pengalaman ini sy hya dpt ngn teman yg amat sy syg.. kami bgmba sne sni.. gelak x kira tempat..

bhenti di khalayak ramai skdr bgmba ta pena hirau pe kata yg lain. masing2 nuetral n lepas je... i mean x der yg cover2.. topic2 pun msuk kuar gtu jer. sahabat x kan pena malu ngn sikap kita. dia hya akn tgur klo bnr2 itu salah. tp seyes bkn sng tuk sy temui stu episode dimana kitakn bertemu kwn spt itu. kwn yg ta pena buat kamu rse janggal tuk bacakap mahupun tika bru bjumpa

kdg2 ada yg kata sy ni lyn orang baik st. smpai org anngp lebey dri itu.. ya Allah.. niat sy tuk baik tu jua dipersalahkan. mmg lah elok layn orang lain dgn ikhlas n sebaik mgkin. tp x perlu lah smpai nyusahkan diri. jgn lah asik la ikut rentak or lain last ko yg tergadai n sedey2. nk wat apa. pena skali ak dgr rumet sy bebel kt sy.. dah la tu wehh ak x suka la ko je yg menagis smpati kemaafan kt org lain.. padahal sah2 dyer yg salah. pastu ko leh layn dyer elok2 lak tu.. mcm x de ap yg blku..... huh berdengung lg kt palew ni. dyer bkn org petama yg kata bgitu...

x pe2.. ak saba lg... sy trima je... tp seyes.. bila sy da kata sy maafkan org tu.. pliz la cik timah cik abu woiii.. kmoo jgn la sebut2 lg hal tu.. no touching. forgive n forget. pntang larang dlm sejarah idup sy.. klo ungkit bnda yg terang2 salah org tu. pastu nk bukak lg story.. pesal?? nk ak hangin lg.... ok.. sy bkn apa aw.. sy jnis x suka smpan dendam. bila sy marah mmg la marah giler2 ..tp mmg smpai stu je.. full stop. pastu x der nya.. sy ok je.. mlh na bkawan pun ak ok je. demi Allah, sy bkn lah org yg tgamak tuk bnci saudaranya sniri. sbb bg sy kwn itu spt persaudaraan, x gtu...

sy x suka org yg bermuka2, ak x suka org2 melebey2 syg kt sy bkn sbb apa sbb mereka akn tgglkan sy suatu hari nnti. sy suka diangp baik sgt. sbb sy bkn malaikat. ckup la ingati sy dlm doa tuk yg baik2 shaja. sy x perlukan simpati sapew2. ckup lah klo kowang x rse tuk mmbnci sy seteruknya, sy x kisah klo sutu hari nnti asa yg mmbenci sy, asalkan dia tidak mmbenci kluarga sy. sy x kisah klo suatu hari nnti ada yg mita sy pergi jauh, asalkan sy msih ada pluang tuk bnafs lega , sy x pena kisah klo kmu burukkan sy pd yg lain, asalkan bkn pada family sy. sy x kisah klo nnti kmoo kata x pena jumpa sy dlm sejarah hidup kamu. asalkan kmu tidak pena terfikir sy ni mengganggu kamu. sy x kisah kamu ambil suma kwn disisi sy, asalkan kamu x ambil

slamt kmbali bf ku

apa je yg ak rse mgkin da x sepenting apa yg kau akn fikirkan..
x pe.. mngerti sudah......

ceitttt cekerama swasta lak kt sni

sukanya bf sy da balik ke pgkuan sy.. 3 bulan tau x jumpa dyer.. windu sgt2
bgaduh??? eh x der la. dyer ikut abg sy g Li kt pulau redang.. erm bwu smalam dye smpai
slama pulang bf ku, windunya sama kamu...
hehehe

buat bf ku syg.. pasni kita balik ganu yer.. tggu sy elok dri sakit ni.. pastu leh la kita balik umt...
muchoo gracias tu my along mnjaga dia spnjg 3 bulan ni

bf ni snsetif aw, x leh na on klo stakat ngn bateri ja.. t mula lah majuk.. mau masuk icu
x pelah bf, i sggup jaga u.. u da byk tolong i since kta bjumpa...
ni la bf sy,,, hehe encem x??
slmat kmbali my diorrr

what u can guess from a chicken pox gurl

my goshhhhh... spew sgka an umo da 21 cenggini kna chicken pox.. x kira la kan kowang pggil pew.. tp tu lah realiti yg sy rse skng. adeshhhh penangan dek mnjadi nurse x bpe nk bertauliah slma sminggu jga adeq terchenta.. ak lak jd sasaran sterusnya.. haishhh en chicken pox ni mmg stalker ak btul.. hak3,,,,


ok i remembered da scene of the day with this chicken pox. i haven't been feeling so great for the last few days, huhhh i've also had a runny nose n a cough..the day shut da bezt day to spend wif my sis b4 she entered the uitm penang, feeling that i might be hv chicken pox always stuck on my brain... grrr.. see da docto the he said yes u r chicken pox n running a fewer, the first heart attack that i had. x ckup lg tuh,,,, then da tomorrow morning i wake up and stumble into the bathroom, n look in the mirror with blurry eyes anddddddd— yikes! i have chickenpox! n its like a zombiiiiieeeeeee

u've probably heard that chickenpox are itchy, horror, gatal, n yakss u turn to be zombie. it's true. da illness also may come along with a runny nose and cough.but the good news is that chickenpox is a common illness for kids, and most get better by resting just like you do with a cold or the flu. so pliz make sure u are kid to running this disease ok. me??? hurmm just lett me be 12 years old je la,,, huk3. for a kid not like me, the really good news is that, thanks to the chickenpox vaccine, lots of kids don't get chickenpox at all. kids who do get it after they've gotten the shot often get less severe cases, which means they get better quicker. hw about a gurl like me?? huk3...

so wait ya... i waiting my day n day....

what i done during da first week dating wif chicken pox

chickenpox may start out seeming like a cold, whre u might have a runny or stuffy nose, sneezing, and a cough. but 1 to 2 days later, da rash begins, often in bunches of spots on the chestm head n face ( huk3, my chubby face,, feel sorry for her ok). from there it can spread out quickly over the entire body .. the worst thing is the rash is even in my ears and mouth. mybe after this my lip like engelina Jolie,,, haha who knows.

da number of pox is different for everyone.some people get just a few bumps; others are covered from head to toe. at first, the rash looks like pinkish dots that quickly develop a small blister on top (a blister is a bump on my skin that fills up with fluid).after about 24 to 48 hours, the fluid in the blisters gets cloudy and the blisters begin to crust over. as for me the rash is covered all by bodies.. so u can imagine hw many of that la kan.

my horror chickenpox blisters show up in waves, so after some begin to crust over, a new group of spots might appear. new chickenpox usually stop appearing by the seventh day, though they may stop as early as the third day. it usually takes 10-14 days for all the blisters to be scabbed over and then you are no longer contagious. my grandma said the first rash would be the last being recovered. hurmmmm...

besides the rash, someone with chickenpox might also have a stomachache a fever, and may just not feel well. my God.. pliz gv me a full strength to face this matter. oh ya really need to be in pantang ok... care ur food, care ur place.. avoid ranning day.. or t may turn worst like me.. now is padan muka lorh...

how does chickenpox spread?

chickenpox is contagious, meaning that someone who has it can easily spread it to someone else. someone who has chickenpox is most contagious during the first 2 to 5 days of being sick. that's usually about 1 to 2 days before the rash shows up. so you could be spreading around chickenpox without even knowing it! my second heart attack to here that la kan.. as i told before, during my great2 sis dyla running a chicken pox, i bcome her great2 nurse.. so dnt asking me how i get infection.

actually la kan, a person who has chickenpox like me can pass it to someone else by coughing or sneezing. when he or she coughs, sneezes, laughs, and even talks, tiny drops come out of the mouth and nose. these drops are full of the chickenpox virus. it's easy for others to breathe in these drops or get them on their hands. before you know it, the chickenpox virus has infected someone new. ;( dont know hw many people may got infection from my illness.

i remembered da moment that i hv when im going to see my panel docto . doc Piang... my goshh evryone talk about me... takling2 back from da bad... it to sedey n tettttttttt.. shitt that not their fault ok... its normal... hahaha.. cheer up faeza... dont be sad ok.

itchy-itchy, scratchy-scratchy

If u are that unlucky person, how do you keep ur chickenpox from driving you crazy? they itch, but u're not supposed to scratch them. pray for da bezt for me ok.. dont what cn be happent tomorrow n tomorrow

these tips can help u feel less itchy:

• keep cool because heat n sweat will make u itch more.u might want to put a cool, wet washcloth on the really bad areas. my doctor suggest u dudu in aircond area.. haha plak la umah i psg aircond,, hik3
  
• trim ur fingernails, so if u do scratch, u won't tear your skin. hurm doctor Krishnan sugget me wearing a glove to avoid this. i dont know it may help, but the rash also in my hand lorh.. yakss to many thing.
  
• soak in a lukewarm bath. adding some oatmeal to ur bath water can help relieve the itching. hurmm u cn also use semambu leaves
  
• Have ur mom or dad help u apply calamine lotion, which soothes itching... wahhh have a great thing spend wif ur family ok...

see... amalkan +++ thinking...
walhal im crying like a baby see my face like a zombiee hahahaa

NEWAYYY...
dont u ever3 try to scratch

scratching the blisters can tear ur skin and leave scars. Scratching also can let germs in, and the blisters could get infected. If ur fever goes higher and an area of your skin gets really red, warm, and painful, tell an adult right away. u'll need to see a doctor because you could have a skin infection.

ok its enough to bebel here

adeq ak da besa

yeyyyy
going to honeymoon ag
slgi lum abes cuti sem,
ak der hak nk berhoneynoon
yuuuhuuu


penang here i come
muchoo mish u la...
bwu setahun x bpijak ke sana
ish3

tuk cik dyla
hv fun wif charlie hak3.....
bezt2

this one 4 u sis
hik3

u or me yg selfish

pena x korang di label selfish. msti terasa thp langit ke 7 an. yela x masal2 org kata kita ni selfish, padahal sebaik umat dah kita rase..ok, tindak tnduk manusia ni adakalnya berbeza bkn nya sme, kdg2 dimata kita kita da wt ok dah kowt. x de men kotor2 pya tp yelah, kt mata org lain bln kita thu pun. tu blum mata hati diowang mau berkepuk2 ngata kita dri 360 darjah sudutnya.

bkn niat org na ngata kowang x tntu pasal, bkn sje2 je bkak pekung didada, bkn mau chonteng itu marker kt muka u all, tp sbenanya stu hakikat la. common beb. kata open minded. klo bab agama kemain ag ada je yg kowang kata kna open minded, bab pakaian n pergaulan. tp ni hal rutin, x rawk la na marah2. haha

kadang-kadang, kita tak perasan apa yang kita buat tu sebenarnya boleh mendatangkan kesusahan pada orang lain. kadang-kadang, kita rasa benda tu remeh, tapi sebenarnya sangat memberi kesan pada orang lain. dan, kadang-kadang kita rasa perkara tu biasa je, tapi menunjukkan yang sebenarnya kita mementingkan diri sendiri

kadang-kadang, semua perkara kecil kita nampak remeh.. tapi, sebenarnya boleh mendatangkan kesan besar terhadap orang lain.. berhentilah daripada asyik memikirkan diri sendiri, dan cuba berfikir juga mengenai orang lain. kita hidup di dunia ni, bersama orang lain. kalau rasa taknak fikir tentang orang lain, dan mahu pentingkan diri sendiri, sila lah pergi cari satu pulau yang tiada manusia, dan duduk di situ… ok, kan?

kdg2 yg x leh bla nye la kan, kita x pena sedar apa yg kita wat tu sebenarnya ad je yg x puas hati ngn kita, ok mmg betul, kita x leh buat suma org terima kita, tp klo smpai ngata2 bebakul2 tu, mknanya ada lah sumting yg x kena kan. mgkin kita x nmpk, tp dye nmpak. akur je lah ngn kelemahan dri. even batman pun tpksa terima trima kelemahan diri sbb pakai spendod kt luar.. yakksss apakahh x der cntoh lain ek.. haha

manusia yang paling baik di atas dunia ini ialah mereka yang suka membuat kebajikan dan memberi manfaat pada orang lain dengan penuh keikhlasan. mereka sering mendoakan jiran tetangga, saudara mara dan sesama manusia untuk kebaikan seperti mana mereka menginginkan kebaikan untuk diri sendiri.

ok penat da bebel kt sni...

kemas wehhh

dgn rasminya, cuti2 malaysia abes da wehh
x yh la sibuk3 nk kata alamak sem bru da ke
eh nk pack brg ag, nk balik jauh ag
tolong la phm.. letak tepi suma tu sbb hakikat tetap hakikt
eh bkn 11 julai ke nek cuti.. awal ag ar mi.. stil leh tdo sesuka ati
spe kata wehhh
25 da btolak ke penang tuk dafta dyla, 26 balik..
pastu berbaki tah bpe hari tah tyme tu lah nk punggah brg suma
(bunyi cm ganas je kan)
pastu 1 julai balik jhor kejap g skolah asrama adeq bgsu
2 julai berada dmlaka n 3 julai balik ganu

so bg sy yg benama faizah ni.. tpksa la sedar dri sgt
x yh la tkinja2 ag dpn pc je..
buat la pe yg patut

tp sy na cuti lg.. haishhh cner ni... sepakkk kang
hahahaha

miss u damn so much!!!!!

u killing me
haha

tolong lah sedar ;(

sjk akhir2 ni dup dap dup dap je rse
aish de org nk masuk meminang ke, x kn la sbb i kn muda remaja ag.
haha perasan padahal da mnjagkau 21 dak umur tu
mlihat kalender di skrin hp rsenya bkn sesuatu yg patut ak hebahkan
angka2 tersusun tu rsenye pun da muak asik ak je tatap
(derhaka punya hp, sah2 la i tuan u all, muka i je la yg u all tgk)

mlihat tarikh2 tu buat ak tersedar...

cuti da nk abes da
bila cuti na abes, mkne nye sem baru da nk stat la kan
ta leh da duk lepaking lgik cm biasa


kna belaja jd manusia normal
slama ni x normal ke weh, ehh bukan2 dnt get me wrong
yela pasni kna bgun pg, g kelas, pastu tdo ngn cara yg btul
bkn jd burung hantu


mula tgk duit poket
duk rumah, ta pena kisah duit dlm purse, ada ke x de ke
tetap leh wat apa2, tyme shopping suma family disisi
haila... klo pasni asik la jd kalkulator klo nk bli brg
pndai lak ko jimat ekk haha

berenggang dengn facebook
acece yg ni ak serba x yakin, sebab sbelum ni lappy ak mmg on setiap masa
even ak g kelas, laptop ak ternganga ngn face book.. berenggang la sgt.. tp ye la
pasni de klas ngn lab.. fb i missh u la nnti ek


mkn x leh memilih
klo kt uma, rse na mkn apa2 order je kt ma yg terchenta
pasti dpt. tgh mln rse na mkn g je jengah dapo
mmg la ak duk uma sewa.. tp klengkapan ne sme cm umah an..
adeshhhh

x leh da pk pasal bf
alamak, klo duk ruma punya la byk masa na ngedate ngn spe2 kt phone ke ternet ke
t da stat klas, bku lah pkwe sejati, lecturer la tok kadhi kami
kelas la tempat dating.. haila3

kna ngadap buku
bohong la ckp ak suka sgt2 ngn buku
sumpa tu suma dusta, ak ni pemalas.. tp sejak jd dak bio
ak kna rajin baca buku.. hurmm go3.. wehh ak sepak kang klo mls

kna tgglkan pc LCD ngn modem streamix
tolong la sedar dri sikit, kt campus t kna guna lappy je ngn broadband
untung2 laju lah line nyer, klo x hurmm merangkak je la yerkkk

no more remote astro
arghhhh.. sengong.. pasni sah2 la x de tv. x yh la berangan smpai thp remote astro
ala.... cne na tgk axn, movies.. huk3

no more sweet bed
aduhaii, stu pkara yg wat ak sedey thp petala 8..
katil ku syg.. bntal wangi ku.. hehe
ish celah mne la ak nk bwk balik sne

kms brg doe
yg ni paling penting, sila packing barang2 anda.. ada yg kna bebel smpai 2020
pastikan x der yg tetinggal.. x de spe nk layn ko klo tetinggal
makkkkkk x mo balik.....

the last love note for u

i dont tell u often that i love u before
u are such a important person that i know
im really appreciate wut u hv done to me
thanks for all da sacrifice that u hv made
please know that they dont go unnoticed

one day i realize that i owned u perfectly
but that day isn't da good day even a thing
u know why??? because i lost u now n forever
i only know how much i love u after u leave me
its hurt. im hurting my self by hurting u too

im just wondering why this keep haunting me
remind me anytime until no more rainbow that i wishes could see
knowing that no more a chance to making it rite
knowing that no more u in my life
knowing that no more u in my shadow

am i???
please dont say this is not my fault
dnt forgive me
im begging u....
bcoz im only noe i luv u when u Go
wishes that i Go too
but that too much..

jatuh chenta lg

sy jatuh chenta

sound like crazy tp mmg da crazy
hehe caner ek..
this is da great muvi yg ku tgk spnjg cuti sem ni
mybe sbb kuar ngn kwn lame leh sengong2
huhu

prince of persia
sand of time

to tell da truth, cite ni bezt.. penuh ngn epix nye, aksi n de gak part klaka
hehe
org suka sgt watak jake gyllenhaal as dastan, da prince of persia
bkn sbb hensem or what..
tp wtak bersahaja n tagkas.. hik3
chumil la..

(jgn tenung lame2 yer)
huhuhu

neway this is dastan in real life known as

jake gyllenhaal


ehem2 encem an

a friendship

this is what we call a life

this post is 4 sure credit my beloved frends
buat syila, anim, piza, wawa, and miza

mgkin sbb lame sgt x jumpa, lme sgt x mgedix sama, lama sgt x hang out kt mall mane2
seyes wehh owg hepi gila jumpa u all muchoo luv meh

melihat kalendar hijrah mhupun masihi adehhh
klo nk di ikutkan la kan tyme tu
da thp meroyan + putus asa da kami suma..
bajet masing2 duk lain benua, padahal selatan msia mari je haha
yela, de yg stat nk balik u. plan dri awal cuti tu dia mcm nk bina menara setinggi klcc
de plak episode majuk2, tacing2.. ( haha ngmpat dri sniri ni ha)
suma nya cam hampagas tebu cik timah kt tepi jln

higgalah mlm tu balik je cecuti msia dri cameron higland
org dijatuh hukum balik kg jd bibik, ni bibik chumil ok
sbb de knduri, spupu spapat a.k.a bala tentera di jb n shah alam
da berbaris da kt uma tok mak tu ha
haha 4 sure riuh umh atok org. lebih over dri raya la kowt
so mgambil kesempatan di depan mata, org plan ngn cik asyi
wuhu.. jum kuar hang out kt bndo pengaram tu je la
so setelah planning punya merisik la tya kabo.
putri2 gedix yg juga mntan kmpp ni pe lg mula la x hingat dunia
x sabar2 nk wat keje luar alam
hahaha

kmi berenam hang out kt bp mall dri tgh hari higga la ptg
smpai je sne muka suma lapo thp gajah nk mkn fast food, ermm
cm x best sbb kami nk menyalak mengaum ni ha.
yela dah lame x jumpa, x kn nk mkn tmpat yg sunyi2
kih3, no romantica da latin
so g food court, yummy mkn mknan dlm hot plate
mables ma..

stle je tuh, kami survey tiket wyg, nk tgk citer ap ye
mggunakan saki baki idea msing2, prince of persia
aka bakal pkwe ak jua mnjadi pilihan..
yeyyy sy jatuh chenta spnjg tgk wyg.. hahaha

tiket wyg kul 2 lebey, so kami jejalan n solat zhuhor dlu
mula2 org pusing3 je tp tatau la kan tetiba sambar spasang kasut alain dellon
katanya tuk masuk lab, haha alasan je lebey
hik3

stle je shopping, merayap, tgk wyg, gelak2 sne sni,
kmi decide g squre 1 mall
huhu sje je nk menyoping kn diri ni


c how gedix nye kami berenam
pntang dpt jumpa, ni la jdnya. depan mall pun jd je nk candid..

org sgt2 syg kamoo suma aw.. hehe gaya mnja aka sgt2 gediq gtu
yg x bestnye, ak kai highheel meh..
mak oi jln sne sini, skitnye mklumla la
bdn da tranform jd hippo.. kih3
muccho luv this momment

sy dn pelangi yg hilang

Semalam saya terpandangkan pelangi
Antara rintik hujan
juga simbah sinar mentari petang
Jalurnya indah....
Dari merah jingga
membawa ke biru dan ungu
Tersusun dengan garapan terindah
Ciptaan DIA

Terpegun dan terpesona dengan keindahannya
Menenggelamkan saya bersama khayalan
Pada satu sudut tangga di ruangan belakang
saya menilai dan meneliti
setiap jalur-jalur keindahan pelangi
dari satu jalur saya rentas jalur berikutnya

Tanpa kerdipan, mata terus menatap pelangi
dengan harapan keindahannya
kekal terus bersama saya
namun saya silap.....
jalur nan indah itu
mula menipis warnanya
kian menghilang dari pandangan
Cantik yang tadi makin kabur
Akhirnya...
awan putih mendepani mata

Hilang sudah pelangi saya
Hilang kini keindahan rasanya
Hilang bersama khayalan yang belum sudah
Bersama kenangan
Suka atau duka ianya tetap yang terindah
Ada rindu yang di tinggalkan

Pelangi....
Sekalipun seketika hadirnya
Namun kehadirannya pernah membiaskan
warna-warna indah dalam hidup saya

Hakikatnya....
Rindu saya untuk terus memiliki
jalur dan susun pelangi yang indah.


Saya kehilangan pelangi saya
saya rindukan pelangi saya
ada ganti untuk pelangi saya?

credit to http://kalam-sufiidany.blogspot.com/ ( luv dis post)

ini aku

Aku tidak setegar mentari, megah terang menghias siang. Aku mungkin hanya sejalur pelangi yang menumpang cahayanya mentari selepas hujan berlalu. Aku berubah dalam pelbagai warna, merona ceria penawar buat yang berduka. Rasailah kehadiran ku ibarat kau menatap pelangi sesudah hujan di balik cerahnya sinar mentari.

Saya minta kepada Allah setangkai bunga yang segar, DIA bagi saya Kaktus berduri. Saya minta kupu-kupu yang cantik, diberi ulat berbulu. Saya sedih & kecewa. Namun kemudiannya, Kaktus itu berbunga, indah sekali. dan ulat itupun bertukar menjadi kupu-kupu yang cantik. Itulah jalan Allah. Indah pada masanya. Allah tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan tapi DIA beri apa yang kita perlukan. kadang2 kita sedih, kecewa, terluka.... tapi jauh diatas segalanya DIA sedang mengaturkan yang terbaik dalam kehidupan kita.


Saya hanya manusia biasa
terbias kata dari hati
menilik diri pada cerminan realiti
titis jernih tidak pernah kenal erti kering
setia bertandang kala hati sebu dan sebak
Saya masih lagi manusia biasa
kesilapan sering mengusik ruang
membilang dan menghitung
tulah-tulah kesilapan dulu
mengira-ngira kesal yang berbunga
ada kala ibarat lalang
mengikut saja puput sang angin bertiup
Saya tetap manusia biasa
punya rencah rasa yang berjuta
bersarang, mengikat
menjerat dan terjerat
kelat rasa, pahit mengundang
sakit di kesan, merah mengalir
ria tawa terselit dalam tangis dan lara
kerana
Saya manusia biasa.

yank

Yang.. Coba kau jujur padaku
Yang.. Foto siapa di dompetmu
Yang… Kok kamu diam begitu
Sayang jawab atau aku pergi sayang

Aku tak mau bicara
Sebelum kau cerita semua
Apa maumu, siapa dirinya
Tak betah bila ada yang lain
Jangan hubungi ku lagi
Ini bisa jadi yang terakhir
Aku ngerti kamu
Kau tak ngerti aku
Sekarang atau tak selamanya

Yang.. Jangan kira ku tak tahu
Yang.. Tak mudah kau bodohi ku
Yang… Tolong dengarkanlah aku
Tapi sayang
Masih pantaskah kau kupanggil sayang

Salahmu mau bicara
Dan ku akan cerita semua
Apa mauku, siapa dirinya
Karna memang tak ada yang lain
Terus hubungiku lagi
Jangan bilang ini yang terakhir
Aku ngerti kamu
Kamu ngerti aku
Aku sayang kamu selamanya

dia dan dia

scara jujurnya org x pena lupa dia
seikhlasnya org x pena tidak rindu dia
secara beraninya org kata org syg dia
makin kata mau lupa mkin pula rse x sggup

ya Allah, jika ini stu tester tuk org
jgn lah mnduga ku melebihi bats dn sggup ku
ku percaya bila mmg ia stu tester
ku pecaya Kau syg pada ku

seminggu org out of coverage ngn ternet
mncari dri yg x sudah2
penyudahnya jawapannnya tetap sama
huhuhu

msih lg tetap dia
dia dan dia
tiada org lain mlainkan dia
hya dia dan kekal dia

tertulang ikan

penah dgr ketulang ikan?? sound mnakutkan tp tu pkara biasa
berlaku for those yg x bhati2 tyme makan
erm... actually sumtime ni pkara biasa je
sumtime yg dgr kata. HAHHH!!! its sound crazy la beb

ketulang ikan di tekak.
ya Allah, tuhan je thu cmne susanya nk kuarkan
cm n, tyme tu sumpa owq kata owg lapa sgt an
pnya la eksaited tlong ma msk
plak la kita yg msk skn since mk arhkan je
spew ta bgga doe blja msk lauk fevret

pastu an. pas je msk ngn muka suci ( bwu pas mndi)
owg pun ngn niat suci ikhlasnya g mamam an
mgkin sbb byk kuah, smpai x thu nk beze de tulang ke x
pastu an rse smcam kt tekak ni
perghhh bise wehhh

try tu kuarkan, tp stil x leh
smpai tmuntah2 mkanan tu.. siott je pnt ak mnelan mkanan
x abes ngn tu.. tuln tu setia lekat..
g r try kemam gumpalan kecil nasi (petua)
mak ai x lepas,,,,

pastu i try la pust my finger in da in side..
palew hot dye.. leh rse tulang tu tpacak
g ar amik cemin, my gosh kt tonsil owg la plak an
org cbut, tonsil itu bdarah.. sbb dlm sgt tercucuknya
sakit??? x yh cita.. trus mmbengkak da tonsil ni
jgn kata nk mkn ubt, nk telan air liur pun rse sakit

mkn apa2 pun rse x leh da..
hjt mkn nasi tebengkalai
g ar makn bubur nasi.. ampeh x leh msuk gak.
hw come.... tonsil sy bgkak luka.
huk3..
sgt sakit do.

sumone need to qurantine

my gosh..
chicken pox!!!!

arrghhh
you better watch out
u will next
???

asal?
yela, sebab awak pun x kena ag.

neway credit to my sis
haiyarkkkk

migraine

untuk entry kali ni, sy nk tekan kan pasal sakit migrain. mmg la kita da biasa dgr kan. yela mane x nya ad je antara org dlm kalangan kita yg sakit migrain ni. sakit ni leh serang bila2 je aw. x kira peringkat umo. acece seyes nya mcm la ak dl medic. im only biologist ok.

migrain, hape tuh

migrain actually stu sakit dimana seseorang mengalami gegaran di kpala yg biasanya terjadi pd bhgian sebelah sahaja atau pun boleh jd both ok (not really common). migrain ini berlaku apabila salur drh di dalam otak kita mmbesar ataupun dikenali dgn gejala vasodilatation. dimana enlargement tersebut exist bersama dengan ransangn nerve yg lain. it may causes the release of chemicals from nerve fibers that coil sekitar bahagian large arteries of the brain. bila ianya terus menerus mmbesar, it will stretches the nerves that coil around them and causes the nerves to release chemical that may cause inflammation, pain, and further enlargement of the artery. so that y la adakalanya kita akn rsa sakit yang berpanjangan malah lebih teruk lg seakan2 nahu pecah kepala ni.

mengikut kajian doktor perubatan, migraine attacks commonly activate the sympathetic nervous system dalam body manusia seperti kita.. da sympathetic nervous system is often thought of as the part of the nervous system that controls primitive responses to stress and pain, atau pun lebih mudah nya dikenali sebagai "fight or flight" response, and this activation causes many of the symptoms associated with migraine attacks. contoh yg paling dekat ialah gastric, my panel doctor. DR. Rahimah said the gastric is related to migraine and it vice versa. for example, da increased sympathetic nervous activity in the intestine causes nausea ( sumting like gastric illness), vomitting (muntah2 yg berterusan) n diarrhea (cirit birit) .

symptom of migraine
<>sakit kepala yg berpanjangan selama 4 jam hingga 72 jam
<>atleast u got 2 symptom from this:::

• sakit yg melibat kan di sebelah bhgia kepala
• terasa seperti mengalami gegaran di dalam kepala
• berdenyut-berdenyut sumtime berdesing je rse
• loya atau muntah2
• fotofobia ( x leh kna cahaya matahari t makin sakit) and fanofabia (fktor byi yg mnyebabkan rse sakit)

pesakit migrain

a person suffering from migraines will always like to relax in the dark and quiet place and most of the times relief can be obtained only when vomiting takes place. it is a recurring condition which has no fixed timings or periods but can occur even in sleep. so u need to think positive. it may help you.


jenis makanan yg perlu dielakkan

sapa kata sakit migrain korang leh bedal je apa yg kowang nk makn, hurm silap tu cik kak oi. sebenarnya ada pntang larangnya seperti::

• coklat
• keju
• kekacang
• yogurt
• makanan mahupun minuman yg full of ceffeine
• monosodum glutamate (MSG) ala ajinomoto kt dapur nu kalo leh elakkan la yerk
• mknanan n minuman yg sejuk dan beralkohol

selain itu, elakkan asap rokok, mahupun rokok. sbb sah2 ianya leh nmphkan kapasiti sakit kpala kita tuh.

Migraine Treatment

There is no permanent cure for migraine symptom as until now the actual cause of a migraine has not been established. dlm erti kata lain, biasanya jika kita merujuk to our doctor about this illness, they only gv u a painkiller ,postan ato ubt khas tuk migrain. this medicine only reduce the feel of pain. from what i hv learn, in the past it was believed that migraines was caused due to some chemical changes in the blood vessels present in the brain. stu kajian terkini has propagated the theory that the chemical changes do not occur in da blood vessels present in the brain but it is the brain which is affected by the chemical changes . ini disebabkan da chemical changes mostly occur through the nerve pathways which function within the brain.

petua mengurangkan sakit migrain

migrain adalah sejenis sakit kepala yang akan datang apabila berlakunya stress. sebahagian besar sakit kepala berpunca daripada tekanan dan gangguan perasaan antara petua untuk mengurangkan sakit migrain yg boleh diamalkan ialah:

• berehat seketika dengan berbaring.
• elakkan terkena cahaya matahari yang terang atau pancaran matahari.
• berehat di dalam sebuah bilik gelap atau samar samar kerana keadaan terang boleh menambah sakit kepala.
• ketulan ais atau air sejuk boleh meredakan sakit kepala. Ambil sehelai tuala dan masukkan ketulan ais di dalam tuala dan tekapkan pada mata.
• jika masih tidak reda, cuba gunakan air suam.
• fikirkan secara positif ato kata lainya jgn terlalu byk berfikir

sekiranya sedang mengulangkaji pelajaran. seeloknya kita perlu rehatkan sebentar kepala kita mgkin kita boleh cuba baca bacaan yg lbih mudah, menarik nafas panjang, mengubah pndangn mata , ato pun lakukan spt yg sy pena wat. amalkan konsep susunan jdual stdy. i mean selang seli kan sukatan yg sedang dn mudah agr kita sentiasa ada keinginan tuk terus study. esp tyme nk exam. sakit mgrain jodohnya sgt kuat klo tyme final2 ni. so kna pndai bahgi masa. klo x pyh la. psiko je tuh,.. hehe. yg pntg, jika sedang sakit mgrain atopun tension se tensen alam.. elakkan cobaan cosentrate to study dgn overdos ok. sbb x kn bwa kemana. makin serabut je nnti.

i got heart attack by someone!!!
damn so tettt
(@_#)

a cup of sugar a spoon of coffee

pengumuman rasmi

sy da break up dgn hp saya
pdn muka hp sy
bising ke, melalak ke, mnari ke
sy x amik peduli
kejam ek
x pa
ada reason yg kowang x yh thu

credit to him
pdn muka u, cari la i kt mne2 pun..
no tepon uma i,6o6-2_1_ _ _ _
mgkin kita jumpa di bnua antartik
klo de jodoh la kowt cucu2 kita
mgkin cucu i nnti sekolej ngan cucu u
spew tawu an

ok3 papai...
need to hibernasi
i kn hippo
hik3

a voice from bottom my heart

wanna be silent, bcause silence isnt bad rite?

acece, silent meh, as many time as i blink
try to forget da word that i knew
oohh, if my voice could reach back through da past

trust me, or trust u??
since i still far apart from u
this keep me frozen in every seconds ,
isnt safe to say from here
until da moment i damn so sure
there is no way to recover
i here stand all alone
im going all da way

darkness still running through my mind
this isnt true faizah mohd hanapiah
hope u gv me a chance to breaking all da rule
let me be a sum1 that u could approach sumday
the one that could fill ur fantasies
but i noe
da only bezt way is being myself
so just let me real
i wont ask once more chance

faeza faisya

fireflies

ok na share sumting, this is ma song mse final exam, bila ngantuk je study kan. kompem kompem lagu ni trus bkumandang kt laptop sekuat alam kt headfhone. hik3. privacy meh. rumet yg lain pun study uw.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

‘Cause they’d fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You’d think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems

‘Cause I’d get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball that’s just hanging by a thread

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
‘Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I’m far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I’m weird ’cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I’ll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
‘Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I’d like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay
Awake when I’m asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seems

tonsillitis

ops5. firstly sy nk tkn kan kt sni ok, sy bkn nk jual produk mhupun ubt2,ta bpe na pndai pun hal2 spt itu, ok cuma nk share ngn kowang dgn stu masalah yg rsenya sebilang wrga dunia ni alaminya (sound mnakutkn an)

sy alami msalah tonsil, atau pun dlm kata indhnya tonsilitis. slama ni bermati2an igt sy x alaminya since all my sibling sakit gak.. actually diowang da wat operation tu. sy je lum wat ag. bkn takut tp sbb masih di peringkat awal. dokto masih lg memikirkan penyakit2 lain yg besarang kt dri sy ok. sy slalu kna gejala tonsillitis. bayangkan dalam masa tu .sikit2 sakit tekak...pening...demam..berulang2

actually, what is tonsil hah?? sibuk je an.. ok we start on the meaning of tonsil first. tonsil ni is like a fleshly cluster of tissue yg terletak di both side of da back of throat ato bhse mudahnya di pangkal lidah, erk?? tonsil ni suma ad la der.. jgn la panic lak mojor functionnya ialah to catch the incomming virus and bacteria b4 the germ couse infection in the troat, mouth or sinuse, nk pendek kan story ianya satu drpd sistem pertahanan badan.



neh yg normal, i mean without da penyakit tonsillitis ok..

tonsilitis??

ok tu hape plak.. msti de kaitan kan. neway mcm ni.
tonsillitis ni actually is an inflammation of yg normal tonsil tuh bcoz of infection bila blku tonsillitis, usually tonsil are enlarge, red n bcome coated sumting yg wane yellow, grey or white.jangkitan bakteria seperti streptococcus boleh menyebabkan tonsil bengkak dan bernanah!!! ok.. .sakit ni blku kt kita nya part of pharyngitis. so bila stat radang tonsil. it may membengkak dan boleh mencapai saiz besar sehingga boleh menyempitkan laluan makanan,in fact, it may cause difficulty breathing. so klo u all jumpa dokto la kan ur dokto semestinya recomended that taking them out, so smpai thp ni, u need tonsillectomy ...relax ok..



leh nmpk kan ianya da kna infection..

eh kowang jgn la risau tetiba plak bila da buang tonsil ni antibodies pun kurang....ish3 x la. ta blku pun gtu sbb when the tonsils are taken out (after surgery), that person will not suffer from more infection la der there is other tissue in our body will produce antibodies to fire>> the infection..

symptopm2 yg biasa org2 spt sy akn akn alami

• very sore throut
  
• fever again n again
• redder than a normal tonsil
• chills meh
• a funny sounding neck
• swollen gland in the neck
• bad breath (kuat degkur la weh)
• nafas x bpe na btul
• susa na telan ubt (difficult to eat sumting else too)

is tonsillitis are contagious?

according what i have research on that, tonsilitis usually spread from person to person by contac with throut or nasal fluid of someone who is already infected. my advices, if u are infected, dont be a spreader ok.

what u need to do when illness come

• take the antibiotic tablet
• minum air sejuk untuk meredakan radang (not really recommended)
• dptkan ubt anti fever
• hisap lozenges (tablet hisap) antiseptik bila tnda awl sakit tekak
  

berbalik semula ngn my story yg kna tonsil tp didnt show sumting swollen or enlarge to rapidly i guess
my doctor only recommended me to have antibiotic everyday to help prevent the more infection from the others virus. since that that i have to prevent my self with ger condition.. haha my doctor said the illness can recovered within one week even thought the illness cn come again.

perlu diingatkan. radang tonsil ini biasanya berlaku pada anak2 kecil. an selepas pembedahan. kanak2 itu akn sihat sepenuhnya. bg dewasa spt saya.. erm sorry to say my dear, tiada jaminan untuk sembuh sepenuhnya.
so jika anda mengidap penyakit ini, jgn lah mnunggu sehingga peringkat abscess pada tonsil anda. sekiranya doktor menyarankan anda mlakukan operation. udont hv any choice ok.

what ever decision that u have made, u need more information about this from ur doctor. taken all the medicines as they gv to us. about the operation, i guess i dont want to share since im da part of people which didnt operate yet. haha.. mybe next time.. who knows. (^^)

ok tu sahaja tuk entry kali ni.

credit thanks to fadhilah , fazirin
n also my bro org fes yg operate muhammad faiz

im sick

juara budaq sakit jatuh kepada faeza ag
sy budak sakit, slh ke jd gitu
msti ad yg jeles an, asik ko je sakit de.. cm x de org lain
wehh, org ta mo pun aw sakit ni, sgt sakit tau x
betul la, sy sakit.igt sy nk ke, jauh bandar durham jauh lg feeling to sick
stelah khabisan gas ego dlm tgki yg besa dlm diri
maka org pun amik kputusan g jugak klinik
sbb tyme tu da mcm nazak sgt da.
demam tiap2 mlm, palew mcm kna renjatan letrik
pastu yg men ta bezt kn idup pasl makan,
apa yg sya mkn mesti sy muntah smula, slagi x muntah rse bergelodak isi perut ni
ditmbh dgn leteran bhasa parsi oleh ma n walid sy
n that nite (dimana mmg da ta thn sgt sakitnya)

g jumpa dokto panel since tadika ag uw
dokto kata sy strees sgt, sy ketawa tebahak2 dlm bilik tu
ha?? sy stress. cuti lenggang sawi pun leh strees ek?
pastu dokto tu tya la org betubi2, berasak-asak (over lak asernya)
maka kntoi la sy byk sgt pk bkn2 cuti ni
i beg u , pliz dnt get me wrong ok.. just telalu byk berfikir.. bkn yg bkn2 itu
pastu x jaga pemakanan n gaya idup yg sihat alfiat
eermm pndai an dokto tua korek rhsia.. cett sng2 je kantoi on that tyme gak
mak sy pun tgelak tau ms dokto bilang kamu strees..
haha.. terasa lawak antarabgsa beb, bkn kartunis yg buat
ni pgkat doktor uw..
tp itulah kbenaran yg hakiki,maka dia benarkan sy bershopping d klinik dia
tah hape2 brand ubt dia bg. ala2 sentini, prada tu suma la

malangnya, ubt yg sy rsa leh ubati sakit saya itu x spt yg diharapkan
mmg la ikhtiar je ubtnya tu, sbb yg lain tu tawakal pd Allah
masalah utamanya, ubat itu mmpu jd pembunuh yg tegar
nk thu pe jd, hmm sy x mampu telan pil tu. sbb rse mcm tersekat kt tekak
smpai sesak nfs dibuatnya, adeq dgr leh ketawa guling2 hindustan
mgkin ini hukum karma, dlusince kecil stakat nk telan ubt tuh apa de hal
sng je, 2,3 biji tuh leh sekali telan
sekarang??
sy x mmpu telan ubat, sbb t msti tersekat.. haiya separuh mati cuba kluarkan or telan that ubt
mcm2 cara dicuba, ad skali tu mkn la nasi pastu sbb da knyg
sy muntah smula, ngn ubt2 skali kuar
yaksss, mgkin thp sy da kritikal
sejak radang tonsil menyerang
sy bkn faeza yg dlu, selera mkn sy sekat2
ee meci u, pastu simptom selalu demam itu gejala biasa
stu fakta yg bkn auta, sy perlu terima slagi x wat operation
so, berbalik smula mkn ubat, sy jd trauma stp kali nk mkn ubt
dah la ad 6 biji yg perlu dimakan untuk 2 kali juadah stp hari
i need to vacuum, so leh telan je ngn mudah

dokto kata migrain related to gastric n vice versa
smemangnya sy ad 2 penyakit ni. ta igt la pe nme penyakit yg dia ckp
tp dia sahkan ak mengidap pada thp depression symptom
so what shud i do
pejalanan drh di bhgian kpala pun sumtime being terumbang ambing
quite dangerous. but hope still hv tomorrow
moga sy sihat selalu n leh betahan
insyaAllah

terlalu jauh tuk dirindui

for entry kali ni, special dedicated to my soul biomate
adehhh , mucho3 mish u all la der
actually asik lihat jdual kita sem depan,
haiyark~~ bsepah2 dgn lab~ksut btutup~ ;(
tlalu jauh tuk di rindui...

rindunya sy kat ombak pantai tok jembal
siap leh dgr dri bilik ag klo memalam

rindunya nasi aym hainan, bserta jus buah2an
bdw klo mlm, sedap sey mkn sni (^^)

rindunya bli nasi tgh hari pastu mkn kt kafe kusza
atopun lepak mkn kt wakaf sbelah blok b1

rindunya air tea beng kt kafe baru,
klo lapo sgt pg2, bli je sarapan kt sni~ kai tdung n sweter hahha

rindunya buang tebiat bgun pepagi
pastu joging tepi pntai n breakfast nasi dagang

rindunya men lari2 cam mse skul tadika
bila da lambat nk g kelas or lab

rindunya klo ada kelas malam, ato test wktu mlm
sbb pastu msti lepak x igt dunia kt kedai mkn

rindunya kedai mkn ex student
sbb kt stulah kami stat mkn ramai2

rindunya kedai makan air sirap n teh free
sbb suma lunch dgn muka lapo (sbb x sarapan)

rindunya kedai makan MZA, jauh nya kedai tu
tp sggup semata2 nk minum air ice blended ,yummy

rindunya suasana dlm kelas,
masing2 de gaya tyme blja even tga tdo ^_^

rindunya kt jalan biawak the only best way nk smpai kelas
walopun kna redah klo ade biawak2 nya

rindunya waktu petang dengan rumet im 308
haha cuci mata tgk dak2 men futsal or basket kt court

rindunya mkn time kuliah mikrob
neway da bpe kali eak kna jeling ngn lecturer...

rindunya shopping2 kt mydin n giant
pastu lepak kt fast food, the only reason i bcome hippo

rindunya waktu mlm2 bila x leh nk study,
lepak2 je kat bgku2 yg disediakan bsama teman2

rindunya ada je plan g jejalan so far da g bkelah kt
lata tmbakah, lata belatan, sekayu, off to klantan, off to kuantan
x abes ngn tu da tawaf da bnda al-muktafi billah syah

kenangan thun stu di bumi bertuah universiti malaysia terengganu

meniti stu lgkah

since brapa hari ni.. i was thinking2 n thinking again..
no telephone,no internet, no television..
only me n me.. no sign of jeles, no sign of painful
no talking to others( mean the others people except my homiest)
internet only~~~msa org x on9 sgt, so need to wake up awl pg ~~
kejam doe, hak3.. yela2 pas ni off trus suma.

are out of mind??~~ silent all da hp~~
no sign of calling n text from other
sememangnya tyme cuti hp tu letak setempat
ak plak g jalan merata ~~ bubye hp
only the the voice from my bottom heart
n suara sumbang adeq2 ak yg kekecoh
(sbb asik ak je ngadap pc) ha3...

need be matured ok. no cry, no gedix. menjeng.cengeng.or ngada2
x elok.muktamad. blja jd manusia yg umo nya 21. bkn 12 thun.
org pun da xder hormat kat kita klo kita sndiri x hormat pd diri
serabut doe tgk ko mcm bebudaq. bebudaq pun try jd matured.
ye ke??

so. guess what next?
no boyfriend, sparepart n spapat.. what the Holloman gurl???
haha, single but still not available YET.. gila la cm bezt je byinya
x yh kapel2, bt nya x kawen kang.hurm besala je pd husband ak seumo idup
yaksss. dosa kering tyme zaman jahiliah dlu???
haha ada2.. sgt ada. x yh tya. sma je jln cerita love monkey story
cuma x bgayut kt pokok.. scandal?? haha ad je dlu2
skng ni jd baik sekejap. (mean that nk bljo dlu)
tp perasaan ni bkn leh halang2 ye x? so tepuk dada tya la IMAN.

blja?
haah stil blja, meringkuk kn dri kt stu university tepi pantai..
so ngn bgga takaburnya ak kata, hari2 basking in da sun.
what da Fish. gila ar. muka ak tegang gila. gelap melepak bhasa brunya
haha.. dri putih legam jd hitam melepak.. mableskan kami
stelah ak pk pnjg, ak rsa ak kna tekad setekad alam tuk smbung trus master
sound interesting, larat ke? insyaAllah.. sbb biology ni cm general sgt
so nk kna kecilkan scop nya.

klo ada rezki, itulah hajatnya, klo x 4 sure keje, pastu kawen
pujuk husband blja kt oversea sme2. (haha planning cun siott)
berangan ak ni beraangan bertempat ok, bkn sje2 pnya story
plak de calon kan haha insyaAllah ad. klo x de, suoh ma n walid i cari
hahaha.. suka2 ko je an

when sum1 besday

aceceh... bajet cm besday ak la plak kan...eleh kira smbut la ape.. hehe
ok.. ni da story of my sweet 8 years old kezen... sje wat suprise party.. wh suprise ke
mis atira a.k.a my kezen... this one 4 you ok.... tacing x..




kek yg kami beli... bak kata yus.. eee gegurl nya kek.... (^^)



actually kmi yg over.. haha.. chumil x kami.. hehe (^^)



khas tuk tntonan awam... bdw kek ni kami kna tggu dyer wat baru...
semata2 nk nmpk cam ni...



from left my mk aban. mira debab. me, ayin gegeh. tok mak n my ma







happy birthday also to kak ilya (2 jun lepas)
sweet besday to all my frenz yg dlunya terlahir dlm bln jun
besday ak lame ag.. haizzz

papa n mama hot

x der aper.. td lalu entry ni tiba2 nk ckp
im happy.. just like in heaven.. haha
ta btul hape.. buang tebiat ek.. hehe
hek eleh jelez la tuh,..
congrate to my fwend sbb da jd mama
wahhh mamma hot u...
i jelez.. jgn kata K, bf pun pun i lum ad
hik3... aduhh citer sedey la plk,, hehe
to ardiana ngn hafiz... hepi
papa hot n mama hot...
ank u all pggil ak akak ok... i kn muda lg...
muchho2 mish u all la

I am extremely bored all the time

its been 2 month actuallly since the last paper, genetic took me out from that DSM...(dewan sultan mizan). my gosh... in the early my semester break, I am really excited, exam is gone.. yeahhhh.. what??? i deserve to have that momment...happy, enjoy and free... merdeka!!!.... I have been struggle for 3 weeks for that exam. It is my second semester exam. It is really tough but i can do quite well for all those questions. alhamdulillah... got well in result too...

day by day, time by time. its been running my self only in the house.. every week going to my hometown at johore.. repeating my week rapidly... im too jobless for this 2 month already.. walking in such a horror bored road.... repeating the same routine.. eating2 n sleeping... time flies when you are having fun, that is what was said, but, to me, time flies just like that even when i am not having fun at all!!!

in this two months of semester break, to tell the truth, i have been doing nothing but eat, sleep, play and clear my bladder.. i didn't even do anything useful in my life for the last 2 month...my facebook is on 24/7, my sleeping hours is irregular since i sleeps in the early morning and wakes up around noon. i only eat 2 meals a day, sometimes one meal a day. i am not boasting, but this is a bad way to live your life.. trust me...very unhealthy......

my point is i feel like im wasting my time...im always bored and i feel im too young to be just laying around the house all day havin no life and being on the computer all day long or watching movies ..!when i am not on facebook, i am mostly sleeping, or watching movies in astro...all i did is sit on the computer all day long, actually always feel sooo bored...and if im aint on the computer i were watching tv or a movie but as soon as its over i hops on the computer again..

well right now im overweight but im gettin in shape workin out n try losing weight and so far have lost 2 kg... haiyarkkk leh caya ker??? well, i did my fasting time 2 or 3 time a week. trust me.it wont be a long, da last one month.. might be turn up be the hippo again.. t0o many walimatulurus invitation.. hoho nasi minyak time lorhh

there is specifically one part that never heals, and that is going to leave a scar~

sy bdk sakit

muka da sakit.. alalala ciannya...
tu la sper suh skip mamam ubt..
kan da makin melarat
wekkkk ubat tu pahit la.. yakkss
ta mo.. ta mo....



cian kan org.. demam suda...
plak tu sakit palew.. ee
da bper hari da asik la sakit palew..
na wt pape pun rsa ta best
ayokk.. caner ni...



kita mkn la obat..tatau npe stil sakit
mybe sbb kita skip da operation...
ala.. skip 2 thun.. ok la kowt
hehe...~~~
da terima akibat.... ish3

cowiii susa kan suma da...