the drop of tears

heyy im think im gonna shut this blog

suppose to be since long time ago

why ek????

hurmmm wudd think it later

seyes ta rase perlu pun hambur suma perasaan kt sni.. de ke yg mmnbaca n terbaca?? ade ke yg kesah ato bkesah???? ato ade ke yg mmbantu pd yg perlu??? tak bukan?? we justt sit on less than 5 minutes to read then later nothing... nothing we can do.. nothing that we done

so im thnking the purpose why i shud clariified my life here n here.. tell them bout wht i going through bout da distance n the road that i taken in the journey.. the scene where i cried so much in my life seem many as compared the scene that i laugh....

the journey still far to go as the day that i QUIT from this live... need much suffer n pain to get me have better scene.. i mean happy time. this life taught me to cry for let me create the smile.... this life taught me pain n suffer to let me create something different

yes.. something different

that i couldnt distinguish that yet

something that i cudnt open the keyy yet

the key of my life.. the key of my heart..the key that will show me whut im going to do n its all about what i wanted the most in this life...

heyyy la tafzan.... la tafzan.. i just smile in frozen moment when they asking me dont be sad...i wishes that i cud stop cry inside too even my tears end. i can see my tears drop by drop but how bout tears from heart.. that i couldnt see n i dont know how they stop n began.....

did u realize???? that they dropped my tears so much

much muchh muchh

im just me.....

here at last i think im alive again, well a bit a decade since da last post that i create rite?? it just me... just being simple, hard n much emotioanal. i dont understand y sumtime people get da wrong idea bout me. I am not sure exactly where they get their ideas from. but, i guess we are all guilty of making assumptions about sumone based on one small thing instead of his/her bigger pixca

usually its in a flattering way: people who think that im capable of doing much more than I actually can or who think that i somehow manage to do it all. i don’t… and not by a long shot.

sumetimes its in a not so flattering way, but it’s my blog and idon’t feel like addressing those certain people. So im choosing not to....i don’t quite know what to do about the unrealistic expectations that are sumtimes put on me.

becoz im just me... n becoz sumtime i think thattttttt:::::::::::

im silly......

i get cranky when i’m tired or hungry...

i don’t have much tolerance for mean people....

i get hurt by rude things that are said....

i want to believe the best in people...

im devastated when someone betrays me......

i cry easily..

i get hurt easily....

bcoz im not so perfect, full of weakness.... thus im hurting others rite

so that only i cn do.. just a person whom sumtime get so lonely heart even full of love, just a person whom u call a friend... just a person whom u cal enemy... i cant change ur judgement for me...

u pissed me out dear~~~

ok.. mgkin ade yg ta thu, or mgkin ade yg ta nk amik thu.. tade niat tuk minta simpati, tp hya lah sekupas rse yg mlnda kt dri.. algkah elok jika kamu mndengar rintihan ini, algkah elok jika kamu mmpu pulgkan smula...

ketahuilah whai kamu2 yg mncuri

hati mu takkan tenang selagi tidak pulgkan... jiwa takkan aman slagi tdk mghadp ku, fikiran mu beterusan celaru slgi ampun maaf tdk dilakukan

tiada lgsung erti dendam.. mhupun doa yg tdk baik.. tp skdar mau kamuu thu stp yg dilakukan perlu pengadilan.

layakkah kamu mnerima maaf berulang kali tuk ksalahn yg sama

mggunakan bntuan jin betopengkan syaitan tuk mngaut keuntungan

whaiii kamuu kamuu kamuu yg sy tdk pernah knl kamu

apakah silap sy dimata kamu

ketahuan lah wahai kamu si pncuri.. tdk pernah putus hadiah yasin n selawat tuk mu

agr lemah ta bdaya slagi tdk dipulng kan suma itu

pe yg telah blaku dkt sy

ok ni la muka ter latest shayer

chukup syarat tuk sy katakan

bluehypo is back

hidup y brubah or perubahan yg blaku dlm hidup sy???

melihat kalendar di hujung bucu bilik

tepampang julai 2011

byk bnda blaku bnyak bnda sy na cerita

tapi stu pun y ta ter update

ade yg hepi ade yg suram tak lupa juga yg gila2

roda kehidupan sentiasa bepusing

sumtime u think u up but u never know the next going to b down

hokeyhh perlu ke ade yg kesah

1- mse final exam sem 4 byk musibah blaku

ditikam n menikam kawan baik ape je sy rse

fair n square ke beb klo da cm tu aiigoo00

2- latihan industri di malacca institute Biotechnology fully done

meet the crazier thing in my life...

wif yana my best partner in lab microb thnks ya my prada

they owez make me crazy n hepi.... luv u olls

wif zati (^^)

3- result sem 4 da kuar alhamdulillah merasa gak sy tuk dpt DEAN LIST

tp ta bmkna sy rse hidup sy da diatas

suma tu rezki berkat doa mak ayh n restu lecturer

tak lupa juga sahabat2 yg byk mmbntu

yg ta bntu pun y ucp tq sbb bg psiko tuk sy lebih tekun(^^)

4- byk bnda bru yg sy dpt spnjang cuti

kasut JEEP (MMG tebaik dr ladang)

jgn mnyalah paham kasut ni la sy lanyak smasa praktikal

3 helai bju kurung with cokelat purse

(thnks to auntie noraha n dimba)

sy juga dpt hp ni from my ma

thanks mom

cyg kamoo (^^) <3

kasut tumit jenama buaya

beg tangan my COUCH killing me (soon)

(erghhh da mcm dpt hntaran plak)

most guna duit simpanan hokeyh

kreta MAM yg bakal dicat wane wani seindah pelangi

thnks credit to walid (^^)

5- alhamdulillah setiap mggu de je program terisi spnjang cuti

smpat la sy ke jay bee, ke penang, ke kg, ke puncak alam, ke bangi, ke muadzam,

6- every two week adeq2 sy balik ke mlaka

n kami akn tgk wayang together hishhh diowang ni tyme tgk wayg ok

suh jd gps mse sy drive erghhhhh

ni ler keadaanya kami betiga dlm keta adehhh

kite pow dak kechik niyh smpai g atm

7- sy bakal bekerja!!!!

waaaa sepnjang hidup ni la fes time na try keje

mampu ke x ek????

latest news... gonna have

erghhh ni lum kompem tp lam pebncangan

hik2 tq my bro

inshaAllah raya t akn bwk balik modem ni balik ganu

bila saya menangi

~~~~heyyy u noe my name.. but u may dont noe me

u noe what u heard what im done

but u dont knoe what i been thru~~~~

this gonna be really really hard.

now i'm trying to like some

thing else but none of it helps even a bit

.

i just can't stop crying.

it hurts.

kept on crying myself to sleep but still all of the memories are stuck inside my head even ..

ohh namo la bcakap itu suma

rse na melalak lagi je kang

meruntun je rse bru2 niyh. pe tah yg tkurang

telebih bicara pun ta leh tkurang apetah lg

mata saya da macam panda kan

btul kn klo kita nangis sejibik mata panda

erghhhh kalo lah cm zaman kekechik dlu kan... bila na nangis mesti na ngaga leluas kan

suara ta yah cita la ,mau tak nye begema stu taman..

tp bila da besar ta bley suda mo nagis cmtu

kena cover2 bila kntoi mta cm panda reti plak segan2

aduyaiiii

(merujuk dri sendiri)

aiggo0o

menagis ni bagus sbenarnya cuma ta bley lelebiyh n over

(walopun hakikatnya ak la yg OVER tu)

bkn ape... klo telebiyh gt nagis leh kna migrain.. hurm

tp klo na nangis tu tak salah sebab nya

air mata yg kuar tu leh wat cuci mata kita

leh cuci hati sekali tambah2 lg jika menangi mmbayangkan dosa yg mggunung tinggi

yg penting slepa menagis kita akn rse lega n tenang sangat

hurm mmg selalunya golongan spt kami ni la yg kuat menagis

terapi katanya

tetapi ta bemakna kami ni lemah

ye tak??

tahu tak knapa kita menangis?????

~~~~ANGIN MALAM MMBAWA AIRMATA KU~~~~

im just a simple girl

back to my life wif a simple gurl

hmm...there's that "timing" thing again.

my dear life... this da part where i need start to run,

i dont mean JUST physically, though i've been doing a lot thing lately

sumtime i need a sumone to be my reminder

sumtime i need a smack in the face too.. apparently...

basically these kind of thing i wud rather share alone my self instead with others

but it this where im rite now... occasionally i get open book syndrome

Belief is everything.

it is da core within u that starts da fire

everything extends from there.

dat makes it all the more important that u r careful wut u believe.

question every belief that doesn't allow you to be your best self.

embrace and cultivate the beliefs that invite you to live well, love purely (that includes yourself) and do good.

in time u will break out of the shell of self doubt you are encompassed

about in now and arise as the amazing creature

u were always intended to be.

hey just believe ur self lorh;)

sToP BeInG Of TiReD....

Sick and tired of being so sick and tired?

The answer may be surprisingly simple to you. It’s not rocket science. There are certain factors of daily life that will ensure continued vitality and energy and fight tiredness. These are rules that Chiropractors and advocates of natural health and fitness have spoken on for years.

What Causes Tiredness?

• Lack of or improper sleep and/or rest
• Lack of exercise
• Poor diet choices; too much sugar and junk calories
• Lack of adequate nutrition; vitamin, mineral deficiency
• Excessive stress

How to stop being so tired:

• Get enough sleep: minimum 6 hrs depending on age.
• Get daily exercise
• Cut back on junk food; not just fast food, but highly processed, packaged foods as well
• Take a daily multivitamin/mineral supplement
• Deal with stress; confront your challenges, get out from behind your desk, listen to uplifting music or audio books

a small pit stop here

wowww.. it has been long enough didnot make any pit stop here..its feel like my word were hiding inside seem to many chronic tragedy happen.ehh i mean a bit time spend with a a lot thing to filled up. being so tired doesnt gv me anything.too many commitments, and it wears me out to the point I get sick. I'm finally feeling 100% better from that cold (nearly three weeks later)

We have two ears and one mouth so that we can listen twice as much as we speak.. thus taking this opportunity to climb over the others road instead of mine... Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

Something that has always puzzled me all my life is why, when I am in special need of help, the good deed is usually done by somebody on whom I have no claim.(^^) Alhamdulillah . Thanks to HIM .

rintihan hati

sejak bilala plak ak ta thu na nyusun kata niyh

empty bin kosong betul kan

ibarat tin yg tade pekdah disimpan.. haihh cm tade kena mngena plak kan~~

entah mengapa fikiran ni sgt buntu... hope de yg na bntu)

ta thu knapa terasa sayu bayu layu

awan kian berarak(plak g tgk awan kt luar)

ya Allah.. selain Kau pd siapa lg tempat ku mengadu

malam yang mendamaikan.. tp hati ini ta sedamai itu.. pehhhh statement ta bleyy bla tu der..

hohoho de i kesah.. nme pun blog kan.. lalalala

kasihan kah mereka ats derita ini.... eheh ayt super bajet emo lak kan

berada ditempat yg sepatutnya asing tetapi msih terasa erat

n sedihnya pkara sebaliknya blaku juga

adeshhh pedih mata niyh...

TT__TT

u've got to get yourself together
u've got stuck in a moment
now u can't get out of it
don't say that later will be better
now u're stuck in a moment
n u can't get out of it…..(Stuck in a Moment_U2)

bak kata kawan ak

usah bingung dgn diri sendiri,
guluhlah hati ngan petunjuk Ilahi,
cari di mana pintalan dosa,
rungkailah satu persatu kekusutan yg bersarang,
melebihkan waktu pd meleraikan,
supaya sepenuh hati itu..layak diletakkan Tuhan..

berdeup desup air mata ak mluncur laju.. ta pena ku kira brapa byk pintalan itu

apakah masih ada daya tuk rungkai semuanya

status kaka ku" kite ni pahala dah la tak bnyk..tp yg kita pegi tambah dosa tu kenape? kui.

tunduk kebisuan ak disitu.. terasa meraba dlm cahaya yg samar itu

tecari cari di mana letak dudukku di sisiMu.

oh Tuhan, kiranya aku berdosa bukakanlah pintu hatiku.

beriku peluang bertaubat pdMu dr segala dosa dan kesalahan yg ku lakukan.

ya Allah..peliharalah kami semua

dlm setiap lgkah kami n setiap perbuantannya jua

yes im messy

messy is out of control, maybe that’s it.

dis is a trauma after math thing:

learning to be ok with being out of control, n with what new growth can emerge from that release.

yesterday, I felt no control over those tears, they came up fast and immediate and were suddenly there —

this is ongoing learning,

how I let myself just be in all those different places, feel exactly what im feeling, remind myself, my inside selves, n even the people around

me (should they wonder or worry):

it’s ok, im ok, even when i look not ok.

even when im messy.

tah la

it has been an age i didnt updating my blog, its not because of my laziness but the time constraint, it was so limited. since da day i enter malacca institute of biotechnnology ( erkkkk pelu ke mention pepanjang kannn) . i need to prepare some reseach study before going da next day.. owhhh so limited.. exhausted n mentally tired wif the question and method before running sum experiment

ohhh full stop bout da bizi day that i have..

friends

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.

These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

walking down the memory lane

its been a long time i guess

sumtime remember da darkness in my past

bringing back these memories, i wish i never had

sumtime i think of letting go, n never looking back

never moving forward so, there wud never be a past

come on la... past is past

that wut people said about it.. some may even completely leave their past behind

and go on living just for today n tomorrow

they dont even show their care bout da past... not keeping in mind that the past is da reason why we r here in present.. i mean now... or it can be for da future

but..

some memory need to be erased.. need to be forgotten.. need to be throw in dark place

no matter what how much i try to put away da memories which remind me so many thing dear to me

which they came back almost immediately

its kind of heartless..

i wont blame my self for all da feeling that i've felt

sumtime i hate when everyone not around me.. or they sleeps... no one to talk to

owhhh my Lord.. no distraction so silence is deafening, and deafening silence induces some sort of self reflection.

then

~~i’ve cried and cried for my broken dreams~~~

then starting making da kerepek one in this blog

this song credit to myself

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never bee a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It’s easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

i called them a bestfriends

as we get older mature it seems maintaining and making new friendships takes a back seat to life rite, or in other words we are so "busy" working on "our lives" that we stop actually enjoying life and living it.

life is filled with many peaks and valleys, its up and down and how the people u call friends react or don't react when we are going through the valley, desperately trying to climb back up, can say a lot about the "friendship".

on the road that taken along the road of life,i think my life was filled with - long time friends, new friends, business friends, social friends, aquaintence friends, and neighbor friends. Alhamdulillah... i admit it.. looking back at the early days my hard day and as life continued the dynamics of these "friendships" changed just as quickly as my life

~ in a blink of an eye -

people I had thought i could count one,

disappeared or became closer to me;

those whom i would not have expected to help pull/push me back up were doing exactlly that...

while others did not disappoint in their way

who knows..

in the early days, i literally cried myself to sleep at the loss of friends i "thought" would owez be there for me, as i would for them. i questioned why others remained n yet others stepped up unexpectedly..

as, da days turned to weeks, weeks to months, months to now to a years later ... the cream does rise to the top! i can't begin to tell you how blessed i feel as i think about those who now surround me and i call them "friends".

yes, for sure i still have some (how blessed and grateful i am for them) very long time friends, they are m

ore of extended like family; many are "new" friends - some of which whom have only been in my life a short time (i mean less than 3 years) i hold as close to my heart and with the trust and comfort of some long time friends. i have discovered a wonderful kind of friend, whom pre-accident i would have never known or had.

credit to my bff

whom that i called bestfriends 4 ever

whom that i called u adeq,

whom that i called u kaka

whom that i called u when i need

i called u when i smile n cry

whom that accept me with my weakness

those believe me to be a friends to them

love u olls

(uwww how many time i enter the backspce.. how many time the google has crash..its nothing to retype again n again)

awk sahabat sy

love can giVe a hundred reason to cry..................

bUt trUe friEnds can giVe life a thousand reason to....

SMILE :)

slm persahabatan sy tuk kamoo...

kamoo yg benama SAHABAT

heyy awk
sebelum itu sy ingin menyatakan bahawa sy sgt syg pda kamoo... *auwww malu (tutp muka)
mreka pun syg kt kamoo sesangat (^^)
kami ta penah brasa ta sng bila diprtemukn ngan kamo0

sowieee, mungkin mse awl2 dlu kami agak takut tuk mendekati diri kam0o
yelah, kamo0 kan sepeti ta mengendahkn kmi. *ayt bajettt
sepeti ta mahu begaul ngan kami yg huha2 sesangt niyhhhh

rupa-rupanya kami jga salah bah , sebenarnya kamoo yg malu2 tuk mendekati kami.

kata kamoo kami ni terlalu baik (^_~)

dan kmoo0 juga kata bahawa kami ni ta mcm kmo0 (ayt tggi diri jap)

bila kamoo kata gitu, terasa ada percikan api di hati *bunga api brg kali....

bukan percikan api kerana marahkan kamo0 tetapi marahkan diri sendiri.... TT__TT

kami wase sgt besalah,

kami sepatutnya menegur kamo0 dari mula lagi *nada sedey kuciwa
maafkan kami aw..., :-(

kami bukanlah yg terbaik tapi kami akn cuba jadi yg terbaik
tuk kamo0 n yg lelain jua.

masa kamo0 mengadu tntg sesuatu, sy cuba mndengarnya *besarkan telinga.....(^_*)

sy ingin menyelami hati kam00 woo *kai bju diving ag niyhh .. blup..blup..blup..(#_#)

ehem3...

kamoo0 juga baik bena,,,,(*_*)
mungkin benar, pengaruh kawan itu penting

skiranya kita berkawan ngan orang yang mengajak kita kepada kemungkaran, kita pasti akan terjebak sehingga melupakan-Nya. Itu tandanya iman kita masih belum kuat n vice versa...

haeyyy awkkk,

awk lah kwan saya:'(

syg awk<3

credit to all my bestfwend ever

esp diba,ryna,ain,fara,mj,daya, tika etc.all

pza,syila,rania, peni,wawa, mira.fara etc all

umi, arin, syaf,ecah,pza, etc all

n alls of u...

stress dulu n sekarang

d0lu2kan.... (cer baca cer baca dlu)

dulu msa jaman sekolah. stress nya belajar. rasa macam nak tawen cepat je. nda payah dah nak jawap exam bagai kannn

dulu msa jaman sekolah. ta sabar nak jadi dewasa. na blaja jejauh. ba ada duit sendiri. bila bila masa nak makan kfc tak payah mintak duit dekat ma lg

dulu masa jaman sekolah. ta sabar nak ada lesen kete. ta sabar nak berlumba lumba di atas jalan raya menunjukkan kehebatan skill membawa kete.

dulu masa jaman sekolah. rasa dunia lambat sangat berlalu. bila habis form 5 gembira bukan kepalang sebab dah ta perlu bangun pukul 6.00 pagi setiap hari gosok baju kurung sekolah.

dulu masa jaman sekolah. ta sabar nak 18 tahun sebab nak sbb da buleh wat kputusan sniri,

dulu semua tak sabar. sikit2 rase na jd besa

sekarang pe cerrrr???

sekarang rindu waktu belajar kt sekolah sebab stress esaimen blmbak kt u

sekarang bila dah ada duit takde pulak gelojoh nak pegi makan kfc hari hari.... g jer warung bagai

sekarang dah de kreta lg byk kna amik beratpasl keta ade la

sekarang pon kena bangun awal pagi jugak. KAU INGAT KAU lecturer NAK DATANG PUKOL 12?

sekarang umur dah lebih 18 takde pulak kau kecoh ta de pulak rse da besa.. na balik umo 12 thun ade la

Sekarang nak buat semua mende da malas. Rasa diri dah tua. Kenapa lah masa cepat sangat berlalu. arghhh

manusia sentiasa hipokrit

kalau ditanya setiap dari kita, takkan ada sorang pon yang kata dia suka orang hipokrit. tapi, sebenarnya hipokrit tu memang lahir dalam sifat semulajadi diri kita.

sama jugak dengan sifat-sifat yang lain. ada yg tak suka kawan yg tikam dari belakang. hakikatnya, kadang2 kita mengata jugak kawan dari belakang.. (japcm selalu je... aduiii)

tiada pencuri yang mengaku suka mencuri. tiada seorang pun yang suka diumpat, tapi dia suka mengumpat. ada ke pembohong yang suka orang lain tipu dia?

semua ni adalah sifat hipokrit dalam diri manusia. so, kalau anda kata tak suka orang hipokrit. ukur lah baju di badan sendiri dulu yek..

berpura-pura. ya, itulah sifat semulajadi manusia. ta perlu menidakkan kehadiran sifat tu dalam diri kita. tapi, apa yang perlu kita buat adalah, kawal sifat tu dari terus menguasai diri kita. sekian

*rse sgt skema pula*

malu ku pd yg satu

ta thu na bermula dgn apa,, hati ni mulai ta tenang.. tidak lg seriang dlu

hati ni mulai tipu erti kebahagiaan.. pada spe harus sy berikan dan siapa pula yg mhu terima

hari demi hari, sban hari.. mgkin ini persaann je.. that y org kata jgn telalu ikutkan perasaan niyhh

ya Allah , terlalu lama hati ini memendam.. hingga hati ini mulai retak

mgkin drikuharus bgkit.. tp ta thu dri mana harus sy bermula suma tu

mncari mntari tika malam, mncari bntang tatkala matahari mnyinar... sgalanya mnjadi kelu n buntu

kan elok klo hati ini sntiasa bsikap husnuzon. ta de lah asik na ngata sne sni

nauzubillah.....

lame berdiri disitu,.... melihat karenah mereka yang ta pena tabayang dlm jiwa ini

sesekali terusik dengan gurau tawa mereka..pd mta kasar sememangnya mreka serba kekurangan

nmun pd mata hati ku mereka sgt bhagia ngn hidup mereka

ak bertanya pd dri ku..

bersyukurkah ak jika compare ngn mereka

rsenya tidak bukan???

sdgkan ak yg lg sempurna dri mereka pun masih tdak besyukur ngn sgala nikmat yg ad..

malunya ak mengadap mereka

lebih malu ak mengadap Dia yg ESA

betapa malunya aku menghadapMu..

mencariMu hanya bila ku rindu
mula bersujud hanya bila ku perlu
namun bila Kau beriku cinta
panggilanMu tak pernah aku mendengar

angkuhnya ku pada kejadianku
merasakan dunia lama milikku
'kan kelukah lidah bersyahadah cinta?
bila nafas di hujung nyawa

ta elok sbuh around 7-7.30 pg

ni kisah my pwend.. katanya pg2 lg dikerah bagai tuk dgr kuliah subuh... ustazah tu byk bg mklumat n nilai2 keharmonian pepagi spt ini...

pastu ustazah tu ada la cakap pasal solat subuh. dia kata kalo kita telajak , mean kita tido and ta sedar dah pukol 6 ke 630 ke an. then tesedar pukol 7++ pagi. and u all kadang kadang bangon and teros cepat cepat la. kang makin lambat pulak. bajet nak cepat je kan. tapi FYI, sebenanya, kita TAK BOLEH solat waktu tuh. mean dalam pukol 7 till 730 pagi tuh. sebab hape? sebab time tuh adalah waktu orang orang bukan islam semayang. yela takan la kita nak semayang sama waktu dengan dorang kan? and lagi satu time tu kan waktu matahri terbenam. so memang HARAM !! i dengar ustazah tadi cakap la. i ta buat buat cite ok. and untuk lebih lanjut, tanya lah orang yg arif. kita ni cetek ilmu lagi kan.

and kalo korang tesedar time time haram tuh, kita patot tunggu jap. tunggu till 730++ , then baru la semayang subuh tuh. and jangan la pulak pegi niat solat subuh macam biasa. kena beserta kan dengan qada' ok. engat nih ! niat qada ye kawan kawan :))

pastu lagi satu petua nak dapat suami or isteri soleh and solehah , ustazah tadi suruh amal kan or baca surah Ar - Rahman. inshaAllah, Allah bantu.

ok. tu je kot nak bagi tahu u all. some information la. kalo kita ta sebarkan ta elok kan. so kalo sapa sapa bangon lambat subuh or telajak, tunggu ye till 730. jangan teros solat. and engt qada '

bye :)

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fuhhhh penatttt gila..*smbil kesat peluh...

penat kemas belog ni.. gila byk sesawang.. silap2 spider pun da wat 2,3 keturunan kt sni..

syuh2....haaaachummmmm... ayokkk berhabuk kuat sgt der

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lame rsenya ta jejak kaki kat sni.. suku abad la kowt klo na ikut kalendar

yg tercipta ngn senirinya,, seyesly mmg ta bpe na menyempatkan dri ke sni

rse cam bermimpi je..... ta pecaya sungguh sy ta sempat membeloggg

hua3..........

bila tgk mmber2 giat wal gigih post blog bagai

tecabar emosi seketika... tp thp kemalasan n daya ketidiaan kesempatan buat

den rse it sokeyhhh nnti2 la sa buat ini blog...

tersanngat busyyy n sje mmbizikan dri..ngn test2 yg mnari2 lengang dpn mata

esaimen bgadoh2 tggu sy siapkan... tu belum ag lolipop (lab report)..

eeyuhhh ta bek ngeluh.. hilang keberkatan.*smbil tgk langit

mengalami kecalaran emosi sejak akhir2 ni buat sy sgt penat.. penat mliht karenah pnduduk bumi

penat melihat insan2 yg seperti mletakkan agong dri depa

amboiiii mekkk ingat kamu tu raja kapur ka...

haihhh eee ta pe la namo la pula na ngumpat ketupat lepat ke hape

hilang keberkatan pg niyhhh

semalam ngan jayanya memulakan hari yg indahhh

na thu knapa

sebb bermulanya bgun yg saya rse agk lewat la tuk ank dara yg tggi bena da umonya

bkn na lmbat hokeyhhh tp terbanagun lewat area kul 7 20. gara2 sejuk bgun waktu subuhh

trus sengaja tido .. ngatkan semenet dua je tebaring upenya ter extend pula...

going to hv a clss around 8... then secepat alamlas sgt plan na jumpa mnto upenya dye bizi

then merayu bagai smbil buat muka comel ngn puan baini na msuk kelas 1...*bdw sy kelas 2 kul 12 tp na msuk yg kul 11* mujur dye bg....

selsai je klas sy trus memecut siput nek speedboat ats jln raya ke tempat mento keusahwan kami...

alhamdulillah pertemuan petama yg sgt bjalan lncar.. thanks to Allah

balek je dri sne trus mnuju jlaan yg benar... jln yg lurus ke bilik

mnngugu seketika tuk mndapt sebyk oksigen yg mgkin bwu lahhh g lab proto bsama cici n caca

(memndai je ak letak nma depa)

around 4 pm sumting dpt pggilan....

**kak ejahhhh.. keta ta leh stat... org kt hock kee seng ni...**

ermm rse tunggang tebalik lab mikrob tu

mujur cici ad.. pas abes lab.. cici n caca teman sy g hock kee seng...

hurmm mmg ta leh setat.. hin pun ta kuar bunyi me0w3.. aduhhh keta ku.. npe namo me0w2 lg

cici mmbwa atok nya... ohh tq2 tulun g pggil abg makanikk

sbb sy sniri panik suda... lg la tgk adeq sy yg gusar ta tntu ha;la bsama kwnnya

melihat kek tuk celebrate besday kwnnya lg la buat sy tuntun hatinya * ayt over la pulak*

smpai je abg makanik tu kan... dye pun kta waaa ini pas mati enjin lg kompem ta bley stat

hurm jawapan tu da agk da since dye jumper bagai keta ku tu

last2 kami bkmpung kat wokshop kejap... mayang duit sy n caca tuk byr bateri baru...

balik je sy cici n caca tru s mnuju bilik ngn longlai thp 39

sy ajk caca mamam trus selagi msih bdaya tuk melangakah lebih seratus point 8 lgkah tuk g kedai makan

tape lahhh t kata bkira punla....

balik je dri mkn da na magib pun.. haiyooo mndi manda... tetoba kata de meeting kul 8

hiyahhhh gad0 besa ngn air tuk mndi...

pa2 je la duk hostel

klo watu puncak gini sah2 air klajuan kucing garfield kekenyangan..

lambat n slowwww..

trus je kami pas siap2 tu g kepe lama.... hoiiii rse na marah niyhhh

upanya pjumpaan kt blok b1...

adeshhhh kalori ku ilang 5.3 niyhh klo gini

habes je meeting trus sy n caca g tmpat koir.. smpat la blja lnggang sumayau tuk lagu borneo

hahha

balik ngn muka penat.... baca kenegraan smpai negara bnua eropah.... na thu knapa.. sbb kami tdo

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