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Friday, July 9, 2010

lg mau tacing2 der

melayan perasaan yg boring ditmbh tataw na wat walhal leh je trun dapo men msk2
so g la around da world blog2 sahabat suma..
waaa rase tersentuh sgt2 dengan blog diowang
yg penuh tulisan memuji pencipta.
masyaAllah waktu itu jua hati ni terdetik,
sy ni da tersesat lupa bwk kompas ke kt dunia ni
hurm ye la kowt

really dont know why my heart ni sgt fragile like kaca
x leh nk sekeras diamond or sumthing else
sgt2 muda tersentuh,, klo kt joho an
they would call it hey gembeng la u coz crying to0 much

story ni bkn a hot story yg i memndai wat
i x pena maw open mane,
x de niat sgt2 nk ngata sape lg la na wat fitna x tntu psl
ok sumhow la kan.. ermm forget it ...

im remember that day in fasting month
while walking at the bazaar with my friends..
too many people right but i noticed there is a girl and holding a baby..
OMG.. it was hot oteh during that time..
she was wearing bju kurung holding her baby
that is sleeping d tgh2 owang sdg bejln dkt bazaar..
dgn sesaknye.. ishk.. x kesian ke die kat ank die 2 weyh..
everyone doesnt seem notice she was there yet
da lah owang yg kesiankn die..
mule2 2 i mcm bla je jln trus kn gi bli mkanan..
dh 2 i pth blek.. i give her summoney.. yelah i student duet pong x byk kn..
so i bg je mana yg i mampu..
i said so in my hati la an.. i x leh tgk owang ssh mcm 2..
the next day i went there i give a money again to her
but then other than that day im not going there anymore
and i notice it somehow she is not even there anymore..
maybe moving to another bazaar perhaps.
. i just like wondering where is her husband.. biar ank bini die mengemis mcm 2.. :(

hurm..
im asking my self , perhaps people like her kt dunia ni x ramai
its hurting to c people like that even sumhow i hate them
sbb dowang bjaya making me tacing3
sumtime when sum case of curi2 duit or brg mmber
mmg la i was the one hv red eager la kan
tp my heart keep saying to my mind
heyy pity on them la there must be a reason why he or she doing that
maybe they wanted to owned it but x mmpu
alasan tu stil cn be accepted kew
entah.. npe tah seteruk mane mau mrh org
tetiba nagis lak when thinking again n again

haila3.. sumtime they say its too HURT to forgive sum1
yg boom our heart like penganas did
my gosh... its benci u noe
hate them so much cos killing my innocent heart (innocence kah??)
oh no.. pliz la la x bwa u around da world pun
x lame la.. pas beberapa seketika
i mesti say pity on them la.
they deserved to get forgiveness from me
sbb im human being too rite
i dont know la sama ada my heart ni bek sgt
or sgt lurus like tiang rumah la
yet sum people say weh bgus la mcm tu
kita kan perlu tanm sifat maafkan org lain
tp.... baik tu what people say.. berpada2 la der
t other people pijak u like kasut je

oh my GOD.. knapa why n apsal
hati ni crying again
ok what now my dear??
i told my self.. huwaaaa i seniri dont know lah
i was crying inside even im smile
im crying inside even i hearing lagu from linkin park
ceitttss... ni sumting yg sgt parah da kan
i hate people treat me like im bolo la kan
yet sumtime im like that too.. shengallll
sme je la an u ngn dyer

im wake up this morning
im feeling tacing2 lagi adehhh my hosmate kta mybe tmpt baru
that u ta dpt na tdo sgt..
tp myself kata.. wa i rse im stuck on sumting la
that y ta tenteram jer hati ni
its not kind of tersentuh or emo pg2
haila2 wake up2
cheer up skit..

totally this post only try to understand myself
perhaps i noe wut the fuse yg x tersmbung kt palew ni
its nothing mmbabitkan pihak2 lain yg berkuasa or x
mmg sje2 layan je blues in the sky morning wif pink klwar dress
hahaha kantoi je lum mndi tyme ni an


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