monolog hati dak fyp

Assalamulaikum >>

masyaAllah rase lama ta mnjengah dunia blog bagai.. sekadar sempat mmbaca blog orang lain.. haish tah la ta sempat rasanya na buat sama. Betul la org kata bila dah de FYP mmg segalanya2 ta sempat... bukan sbb bizi 24 jam pun sbb jd telalu mls da.. haha mgkin juga org kata ujian jd plajar tahur akhir

mlihat jendela pelangi hidup ranya semakin dekat dengan tarikh 19 febuari bukan? Debarnya saya.. eh sabar2 jgn slh phm bukan tarihkh penting kawen ke tunang ke.. belum ke arh itu buat masa ini. Smakin melangkah saya di SEM 6 dimana sem akhir tuk degree saya. Diam ta diam rupanya saya da 5 sem duk di bumi matahari terik kuala Terengganu

siapa sgka minah yg PEMALAS ni da berada di stu puncak lg kmbara hidup sebagai pelajar.. eh ayat ta nak skema kan.. (^^) poyo lebeh je..

ramai yg kahwen anda bila lagi.. ehh sy sangat dah lali dgn ayat tu.. rse na tulis je kat dahi eh sy single la.. hahaha (ni sekadar iklan ). Jika sy hitung berapa lgkah telah saya buat tah bpe kalori je yg mmpu di buang.. mlihat awn2 nano berlagu sne sni lgsung tad pt sy ertikan dengan perjalann sy smasa dsini

mulai rsa debaran kerinduan yang bakal berlaku.. merungkai lg satu episode perpisahan apabila tamat je sem 6 nnati (makkk aii sem 6 ta masuk lg ak da start tacing) klo sy kira la pengalaman.. hurm mgkin setebal lemak dibadan sy amaknya... eeeeee yekkk apakhh..

berbalik pada kesebikan sy dngn fyp adakalanya perasaan tersungkur itu perlu sebelum sy jatuh.. perasaan takut itu perlu sebelum sy hadapi sesuatu.. smuanya mmpu mgerakan seluruh fizikal emosi sy tuk mlakukan persediaan dri... kita ta semestinya di atas dan bila di atas ta semestinya kita ta jatuh... perit itu perlu jika anda seorang pelajar kerana disitu letaknya kemanisan bila berjihat mnuntut ilmu.

mnjalani hidup sbg amoebasitter benar2 mguji kesabaran ku sbgai mak org.. menatang haiwan2 kecil yg ta nmpk dimata tp telekat di minda adakalanya mgundang rasa lelah dan penat.. hanya bermodalkan PYG medium serta T shape flask.. ank2 kecil mmpu ku jaga dlm buaian incubator.. hadoiii untung lha sy jaga awk ngn tekun ...

alhamdulillah isu contamination smemangnya tdk boleh dijadikan alasan.. precaution step shud be more alert when we re step da method.. take tyme la juga na mnyetelkan.... tp sy blajar erti SABAR dan TELITI . wondering how a messy gurl need to be a PERfect gurl..

midsem over

bdw.. cuti mid sem da tamat... da over... ta de da

pling plang pling plang...

that all...

abess

so

-m0ve 0n ur goal .. (kna capai yg tu)

-c all da hope...

-lupakan makanan yg free kt uma

-ta bleh bwk balik rem0te astr0 lorhh (caner na tgk muvi niyhh)

-streamline is over... bB.. here i come

-no more bntal *wangi*.. ehem

- kna tgk fesbuk hari2 sbbna thu update klas n s0 on (alsan ta bley bla)

-kna jumpa pak mydin, incik giant, hock kee seng... means forget la MP, DP, JUSCO AEONS, MM,.... demam balik la gini

-ta leh tid0 sesuka hati

-ta leh bkak peti ais lg... plak ade

ta de dap0 yg pnuh makann yg shedap2...

c... h0w desperate nya

kna bepisah ngn cam bnda yg indah

tp kna redha sbb

kita kan

PELAJAR

bkn

PENANAM ANGGUR

so bepijak di bumi nyata

bumi maner???

bumi UMT

alhamdulillah im back......

long story to the change of address, i would much rather put everything behind me and move on...everything happens for a reason..Allah swt knows best....the first thing i shall do is update my checklist... (rsenye na masuk sebulan ta dtg sni.. ye lahh line so lembab until rse killing me inside.. ) ni lg stu sumtime making hot parameter of rosional thinking..mane taknyew..... haruss admit n realize that no more streamline kt hostel... haha now y deserve it la cik pekjahhh.. haha....

i still haven't do anything until now. i'm hesitate about my future... adeshhh. maybe its time for me to remind myself that i should do something for a living in reality... ner leh men suka aci redahh jew. sumtime we need sumting yg blocking the acii redah tu suma... (ala jln rya pun de roadblock hokeyhhh...;)~~~newsemester.. guess many thing i shud pun on my schedule... everything hae planned b4 but yett im still goyah imannya na polo own rule sniriii.. watt de ikan kekek kan??? haha

here y checklisttt.. ouchhhh

kereta...

wahh fes2 mention kete bagai... my uncle ask me to change new wiper, ohh thnkss to ain my rumet coz oredi did it.. wahhh thutang life pula rsenye...

jadual

this one really killing me softly since da fes day in this sem.. ohhhh npk nye jdual cam litar sepang tyme malam (i mean lengang je).. walhal harus pk na sumbat pe tuk elektiff... resultnye everthing settel wif jayanya.. syukur2...

elektif sbject

setelah puas arguing my self...i hs been chuzz 2 sbjec in this sem.. wahhh leh rse my heart stop beating n say no..no..no... lerat kew na amik 8 tu... protozooloy ak amek suma gara2 bkaita rapat sgt2 ngn li yg bakal dibuat.. yg BBM plak ohhh luv fes sight ma ngn cara lecturer tu.. fuhhh cool beb dye.. haah plak de kne mgena...

ape pun alhamdulillah coz ive made da decision...

new gadjett

ohh my.. i hs been overDOS MMBELI gadjet this sem.. suppose to be spend a money to buy a cemera.. but.. but.. ermm... awl2 lg this shophaholic gurl niyh mnyambar a new hp... hahaha hasilnyer??? yeahhh im totally FK.. (fafer kedaner)

new badjet

this is most importan since i got overlimit.. i thnik i shud control this one much better then the other sem.. going have many pogem in university with require to pay the penyertaan,.... ohh walid.. sumtime really wanna asking u sum money.. tp rse cam ta patut jew,,, so just sayy heyy i miss u..

ubat n medication ;(

since the operation has gone away 1 month ago... rse blgak sehatt jew... my mom asking me nape ta bwk sum ubt2 yg bese amik ngn my panel dokter// i just geleng2 palew.... da best thing is.. mse kmas bilik.. i just throw away all da ubat2 bagai... ahhaa....

shopping

haha as reach da FK level... kna la reduce da symptom of shopaholic kan.. so just beli sum stuff yg PENTING shaja k.. tp kdg2 kna bepijak pd bumi yg nyta.. hari2 masuk pasaraya gak.. mydin.. giant.. hock kee seng.. ha ape lg... adeshhhh.. hampehh gakk

printer

ohh my hubby thnks a lot hidup kmbali... syukran2.. hehe

jam

oredi beli baru.. wah3.... kompem pasni kna bebel dek walid sbb suma bnda na beli kan.. sowiiii

study

-i think i shud revise all da notes b4 enter da class... (progress hya 78 %)

-better bwa mp4 dari meracau kaco org lain dlm klas klo ngntuk hokeyhhh

-perbykkan tgk nota dri fesbuking, bloking or mooveeing..... hahaha

-ingat balik pesanan femeli yg ta pena ragu2 ngn usaha ank dye.. upenya ak wat men2... bunuhh gakk kang..

-work harder n smarter...

-yg pnting study bcoz ALLAH... not for slip result.. bru de keberkatan

frends

this one oso the mosttt penting important, esential... suma lahhh sbb tnpa diowang ak ni spe jeww... diowang la yg ajar ak suma tntg realiti dunia... best2.. hubungan yg jarak perlu dieratkan.. tu lah ukhwah nmenya.. aminn ya ALLAH.. amin.. permudahkan jaln kami...inshaAllah.

bkalan air

disebabkan asik la blaku bekalan air... bldi ngn gayung telah beta sediakan.. sntiasa refill bekalan air lam bldi.. haha pyhh wokk klo tyme emergency.. ngeee

yg list lain telah tersemat kt palew asenya...

wishes all of u gud luck n hv a best n success journey hokeyhhh.. ;)

to my besties, ryna.... thnkss for everythinggg.. byk bnda ko mudahkan... terhutang budi hokeyhhh

my sis yg sakit ni ha diba... cpt la smbuh.. insyaAllah ta de ape tuh.. kita tggu result k

my sis tika... haila2... wa pening sme u.. ngee hepi2 slalu ok

my sis ain.. wahhh bseri je muka.. de pape kew

my sis fara... amik gmba i byk2 k

n yg lain..... i miss u olsss la.... lg2 setechik tu ha... yg slalu g wall sy tyme cuti lepas.. ngeee

cuti semm na abesss...

cuti sem da nk abes, just have 1 weeks more!

hmmm.. bile pkir2 blik, ape je yg aku buat sebulan lbih cuti sem nih?

mcm xde pape jer..

selain dri kena operate bagaiiii smpai tesadai kt spital ngn keje kawen ma ban

pe je ak wattt huhhh

menternak lemak, menanam anggur.. hasilnye mmg mmberangsangkan! :)

hmmm.. cuti kalini, menghabiskan duit je la rasenyaa..

gi shopping, bowling, muvieeing, karaokeing, facebooking, chatting, gamingg :)

tapi, da name pon semester break, mang la kena rest,, kalo x, 24jam mase dihabeskan gn buku,(ye ye jer) hehehe

ermmm.. harap2, naek sem nnt, thun baru, aku bersemangat dgn azam baru..

rase2nye, xnaklah ulangi kesilapan lalu, yg akhirnya menjejaskan performance aku..

nak fokus study, fokus kehidupan sbg student, menghargai zmn remaja selagi masih remaja ni.. :)

hmm..dah nak masok 21tahun dh aku kat dunia ni.. harap2, ape saje pglaman yg aku peroleh selama hayat aku ni, dapat aku improve dan ade yg dpt aku manfaatkan dan juga ape segala bagai yang xelok uh, dapat aku hindari @ minimize kan :) InsyaALLAH..

SIAPA KITA PADA HARI INI, ADALAH SIAPA KITA PADA WAKTU DULU

jika kita sendiri tidak mengubah, tiada siapa yang boleh mengubah KERANA hanya kita yang mengenali diri kita, segalanya di tangan kita.. JIKA KITA KATA YA, YA JUGALAH JADINYA.. kuasa ada ditangan kita, jgn mengharapkan bantuan org lain, berdirilah di atas kaki sendiri, insyaAllah, kita akan jadi oORANG BIASA tapi YANG LUAR BIASA :)

blog vs exam

bila na exam je an, mesti suma owg tension an.. argghh tensi tensi... ta caya.. tgk la pixca ni kan... mau kalo guna suma tenaga batin n zahir sekuat hati, confirm akan tercabutlah rambut2 cun dia.

amaran>> jgn cuba ek kt bilikk.. haha

Sy meneruskan aktiviti blogwalking saya. Majoriti semua tulis pasal ini :

FINAL EXAM

EXAM... EXAM...

DOAKAN AKU NAK EXAM..

n banyak lagi. ta jua ku lupa de yg sesibuk alam tggl psn kta minta tulun doakan tuk mika jua.... aokk.. kamik wat tok ya.

de la sesekali g pusing2 mne2 blog kekawan tjumpa la mamat seketul ni kan,,, siap pampang suma jdual exam.... class ko maria..maka, dgn itu sy dengan segan silunya (segan tau) mengikut jejak mereka juga dgn kecahkan hal niyhhh,, haishhh sedarkan driku ngn exam wehhhh

11NOV 10 - ACADEMIC WRITING SKILL

(abes da)

14NOV 10 - PLANT BIOTECH

21 NOV 10 - DEVELOPMENTAL BIOLOGY

24 NOV 10 - PLANT ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY

29 NOV 10 - MICROBIOLOGY ADVANCE

2 DIS 10 - ANIMAL ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY

Motif?!!

• makin na exam, makin rajin plak sy menghabiskan masa dgn berblog skan **haishhh baca nota la wehh. so, ngn harapan bila buka blog, tengok je jadual ni, sy pun cepat2 study sebab blog ini benar2 melekakan sy.. elehh ta de post bru pun kan
• den ni pelupa. diakui, makin meningkat umur, makin pelupa. tah la kan.. ta tau la dah berapa kilo tersengaja makan semut sebab rasanya tak makan semut pun. so saya harus rujuk selalu bila tarikh dan masa exam sebenar.
• nanti mereka2 yang singgah blog ni akan tertanya2, bila nak tukar entry weyh?!! bosan la asyik entry yang sama! maka saya letakkan jadual ini sebagai pengumuman. maka mereka akan faham.**bajet ramai jekk baca kan
• khas buat mereka yang mengambil berat tentang saya. bila agaknya waktu exam sayang aku ni? hahaha! Berangan lebih lah kau dya! nah tepek sebijik kat dahi!

sgtgt bermotif la kan klo gini.. ermmm buka ap.. kehabisan idea mgkin byk sgt tertumpah dlm dewan peksa... haha lg ta de kaitan kan... aip3.... raya la wehhh.. ayokk mo balikkkk... na nangis niyhhh.. arggghh tulun2

spe mo joinn angkat kpala cepattt..

mulai tebayang rendang, lemang ketupat, smbal kacang.. ermmm mulai cair iman ku ni ha..

*tutup story*noktah

raya diperantauan lg keww.. erm sbar je lakan.. nnti spe rse na ajk sy balik kg tu sponsor etek... ta dop pitih lor niyhh.. ayokkk *** walhal bwu je mlahar g karok n mkn mcd.. cehhh penipu. sob3

doakan saya dapat jawab dengan baik. masuk smester ke 3 dah niyhh.. tapi perangai masih mengalahkan kanak2 ribena. hurmmm sekiannnnn

Saya sayang kamu semua.. ikhlas, sepenuhnya, tanpa limited!

dunia baru kita

mungkinnn jln crita kita mulai berbeza,

berbeza dri segi wrna, skrip, olahan dan nadanya

ta tlintas lngsung na mulakan sesuatu yg pahit tp menyedari hakikat ini buat ak memahami sesuatu

mgkin bg kamoo yes. im da greater troublemaker

yet im only da one yg sgttt cruel jgk kan

tp tape.. perhaps one day ngerti lah

wahh2 sjk bila la ak ni suka tacink2 an.

ta abes2 la post sne sni cheta sadis2 je..

klo ye pun na bktikan mnusia tu mmg mhluk yg pling sdey

just bcos got a feeling

bkn cmni la maknoxzz wehh

ok.. stop dlu ceritera yg bkl jd drama sensasi abd

ni

why not we try new life

yaehh better life i wishes

setelah skian lme ak tgglkan terowong pjalanan dak campus

akhir nya ak kmbali ke sni smula

jika dlu ingin mncari kebebasan last2nya kebebasan itu tlh dsalahgunakan

(acece penagakuan na real kan)

mulai slesa ngn dunia realiti

berbekalkan keazaman yg setinggi everest tu kan

tetap btahan walopun adakalanya trse da tgolekk da wehhh

kdg2 rse na mnjerit skuat alam

na mnari di ats bgunan

na mrentas selat ats jln.. plakkk la kan

(ayt bunga2 doe,,,, cuba la guna ayt pokok je,, kn mudah.. huhu)

ok bermula seawal 3.30 pg.. ak mulai

ok jgn tya knapa leh bgun seawal ni.. mgkin sbb tdo awl la kowt

so ngn test yg mnari2 dlm ufuk n benak palew niyhh

ngn berbakikan kerajinan yg msih di thp dibggakan..

ak bgun jugak tuk ngadap nota

mahupun lappy( skalinya fb je lebey an)

mgkin sbbak ni jnis study perlukan khidmat incik ternet

so agk bkobar2 la jgak kan na bgun

(muchoo thanks la sbb suma da ramai yg tdo tyme ni)

wktu ni la line ternet broadband ku selaju aym kna keja dek kamben

apaakkahhh

sesuda je sbuh besenya terlena smula, kn i da kata u..

smangat je la lebey.. skalinya ta mmpu ngn godaan katil yg ta smpai seinci pun dri meja

tp ta pe... bgun je awl tuk g kelas

stu hakikat yg ak kna sedar ialah

bilik ak sagt jauh ngn toilet

ya Allah... rse teruji klo na g toilet wktu2 mlm mhupun awl pg

rsee takutt wal seramm pun ad.. tp tu yg mncabarkan

stelah ku kira ad gak la hmpir 35++ lgkah perlu dibuat

(amboii nokzzz ko over plak g kira kan)

smnjak zmn kekayaan mulai mninggalkan rutin harian beta

beta sgt berbesar ati tuk bjlan kaki g kelas

dush3,... back to story.. ta de pgkat2 kt sni

haha.. jln biawak ku syg

ni lah msenya ku jajah kamoo

makk oii skalinya ak ta larat da na jln

letih rse... tekejut suma otot dikaki sbb dipksa marathon sjauh ini

mgkin kew dek krana da manja sgt sbb asik nek keta je kan

for sure ngn kerajinan tdak mnDRIFF kreta ag

ak mmpu save bab minyak keta doe

yeahhh mgkin nmpak cm buang tebiat,, tp ni lah trekk tuk ak blari

ag2 klo de klas mama chong

sah2 klajuan ak perlu di nek kan sehingga 40 km/jam

(ni klajuan standart ye tuk pjalan2 kaki yg ayu cm ak)

ahakkzzz

ta ckup ngn itu.. mulai kna rajin mmbawa payung

haruzz ok wane wani.. sng org lain na knl kita

bkn sbb hujan jew ni ha ci kak oi

na ta nak.. ngn suhu yg mcm litar bahrain ni.. kna la guna

klo x.. maunya muka ak hitam melepak smula.. tk pun putih legam..

ayokkk ta mo ta mo

tp seyes la kan.. suma tu ta lg perlu dibidas mahupun didebatkan

teruja sgt2 bila bsama2 gang2 bas skola yg sebatch mhupun secoursemate

mnjlani jiwa budak ostel

jln kaki, g kdai mkn blkng ostel, lepak2 sekitar cmpus

sgt mnarik

tade lg istilah terlepas simpang

(kang mula lah... smpai ke mcD, kFC,,, ak jajah walopun kul3..4.. pg)

gilerr kntg dlu

duit pun mcm airr jeww

walopun kdg2 hati ni kuat na katakan wehhhh ak sgt2 la

tp hidup ni kna teruskan..

tak kan la na biarkan mse depan tkontang knting

ta leh la asik na jual ikan je (selfish) mmanjang

~~ermm tetiba insaf~~

nyatanya... tetiba sy jd mnusia yg blurr gila2 sjk msuk hostel

wahhh mulai kekok ngn budaya dk hostel

adoiiii skalinya rse cm freshiee an

hahaha... yela... na jln kamana rse lain. ye la dlu suma nya kna gerak ngn keta

skang ni

jgn na ngada2... petronas ta taja minyak pun

so rajinkan dri tuk jln kaki shaje

(plak la besa kaw hostel... bjalan spntas kura2 pun leh smpai la dek non)

study??

hope muchh better

mulaii mggunakan dasar ketekunan n keseronokan dunia plaja

carry mark??

haha jgn ditanya wehhh segann i

awwww.. malu2,,, hik3

ape2 pun msih terselit suka duka ak disini

mulai resah n adakalanya rse teruji itu sgt pasti

mulai tenang ngn lgkh yg diambil

seribu persoalan hruz dinoktahkan

tp stu khidupan n perjanjian perlu dikotakan

biar lah org na kata apa

biar jiwa ini mnjiwakan shaja

ni jnji ak sbg ank

yg akn kmbali kedunia nyata

meningatkan kmbali tjuan ak bdiri di bumi darul iman ini

moga Allah brkati pjalann kami

bdw

thnkss to u olss la..

for all da support

syg kowang dunia akhirat

muah3..

~faeza faisya~

(bsama teman2 ku, diba, ain, tika, sasa, kaka, rina)

ye jm mnunjukan tepat 5.07 pg

haruzz tdo sbntar smntara tggu sbuh

k skian tuk entry kali ni

totally sad n whut???

maybe its because um da kind of sick where my hearts is hurt.......but i feel like everything i am doing is wrong all da time..yeahh im not happy rite now.. totally not happy.. but yet im still trying cry with da smile face..

i hv been feeling more alone than i had in a while, even with my frends.. im sorry if this may hurt u. more introverted. i am adjusting. still, sometimes when ibelieve one hundred percent for sure in things, n something happens differently than i expected, i feel no confidence in myself at all...

really weird feeling until my self keep asking am i to cruel to you... i dont know why. but i believe u judge me on da bad thing from ur sight. n thinking nothing to myself, im crying n cying... like a little cat crying too... cat know to cry?? huh..

i guess i shud never against what my parent n family said.. i suppose to take note what they hv been told me.. yet now im regretting whut happen n gonna be.. nothing to be worry ask my walid olwez said to me cauase Allah is by ur side .....

i hv read some blog on da title how DOA solved all da problem n change my life... it so touche''d... now i feel i am not alone suffering a lot personal problem

msg from my frenz

"just be patient and trust allah. bad phase comes in everyones life and after every bad phase there is a good phase. everything will be fine. u will be a very happy person very soon. inshallah"

thnks a lot ya....

by da way

i just want u to know that when i was sad and down over this i opened the quran and came across the translation of surah sharh where they say " inna maa al usri yusra" which is repeated 2 times. it means verily after every hardship there is relief. this is mentioned twice in a row.

D\do u know wat this means my frenz? the quran is the word of Allah subhana wataalah. He has promised you a relief after your hardship.

There is Allah everywhere. He is the only one who can fix anything.

Your prayers are not wasted. no dua is ever wasted. you will see the reward of your dua soon inshallah. just be patient. engage in zikr and quran. specially la hawla wala quwata illa billah. inshallah u will see the results soon. be patient faizah,,,

sy mnta maaf

'awk dtg sne na blja ke na hidup mewah?"

mugkin soalan tu masih terbenam dlm benak kpala ku

khusut rsenya pertanyaan seorang ayh thadap anknya

terasa blur sketika bila di tya cmtu

maaf yh

angh ta bniat pun na wat gitu

ok.. i noe my mistake

kputusan merewang suka2 hati sepatutnya ta blaku

da bezt thing from dis ramadhan

mungkin hri ni dlm sejarahhhh

melahar je kejenya ngan adeq beradeq ak... haishhhh sgguhh tharu mk nokkk..

bkn sng kami na lahar sesama.. ceitttt cam ta biasa la plak kan

walhal on je stp masa bila di ajak..

haishhhh walid n ma diminta bsama ngn karenah kami

hurmmm bulan pose aw tyme ni..

hik3..

ok stat ngn lokasi laharan: jusco bru mlaka, n mall2 yg ad klo boleh

kejasama: ye kebas keta mak, along, dyla n ayin

penghargaan: dyla sbb byk bg support beb

ok pg2 lg ak da bgun ( nmpk sgt sbelum ni bgun lewat kan)

bkn apa... semata2 na anta ma g keje sbb na pnjam keta

yelaknnn plak la i bwk keta i... so bila balik uma bharap pd keta mk je la tuk mlaram sne sni

sengett kan..... g anta kai ju tdo je pg tu,, hak3

pas je zhur dimana walid da g keje

ak beriyalahhh suh adik2 pmpuan ku g bsiap..

semangat kntal sbg manusia yg kuat shopping walhal nga sengkek

ok ni bukti kmi girang gile na g soping2 ngabeskan duit

ok bila suma da redi.. along bgun la.. jom kita g kuar.. haishh tdo plak org tua ni

kejut punya kjut bgun pun.. na je tuang air truss..

hik3.. kejam ak sbg adek yg sopan??

hahhaa

smpai je area jusco tu

adoiii ma datokkk pulak la besusun2 sgala jnis keta wal moto

how come ramai sgt... dush2.. 5 hari sblum rya la pija..

sah2 la ramai kan.... ermmmm eee ta saba

dlm palew niyhh rse na bli je suma brg

tp tersedar duit ad brapa not je pun..

hak3

hurmmm mnusia yg tggi duk depan na

hehe

ye haruz ku kata sgt muka epi kan

mgkin ta perlu tyg kad atm cimb kan

adeq2 ku.. muka na bajet market plak

tepi2 hehe

perghhh ta leh bla... sggup je kami jln sejau alam..

tawan abes walopun stp inci lntai mall yg ada... bermula dri tgkat ats smpai la ground floor

mujur la ta de mall yg sepuluh tgkat.. MAUT diwatnya

mne x nya.. stp kedai yg ad kitowang masuk.. haishhhh

dri yg ats part elotronik smpaila yg bwh2 ke area western n eastern food

cehhh ngan bajet tenaga yg agk mnckupi walopun pose tyme tu

abes suma kedai kami survey sgala brg.. ceiitt bli nya x sgt pun

tetapi............

msuk je outlet pakaian, kasut, n beg

ermm we totally shoppaholic la derrr

suma jnis rmbg mata n na beli je suma yg ad

sah2 suma dlm palew da tebayang ak yg bli sakan kan??

ne ad.. along kowt yg beli

abes suma dia borong... dpt beg la... n apetah ag

berbalik pd niat dtg na cari kasut rya

haha malang lah pd spe yg ta pena soping ngn sy yerr

kna bsabar klo masuk outlet kasut

ta kan kuar dri that outlet slagi lum try 6,7 psg kasut

hak2,.. beli??

blum tentu bebbb

haishhh since ak sedar yg duit ta mmberansangkan

ak skadar sempat merembat sepasang kasut n stu beg tgn..

ceitttt ta leh blahh statement...

thnks to my siblings sbb susa2 teman den soping2

masuk je jam 7.. ma da mula wisau kami mkna apa kt umah

ulpsss plak la kami kt umah da..

walid jua bgitu.. bekali2 gak la dye kol sbb ksiankan ank2nya dirumah yg ta thu berbuka apa kan

maaf ye ma n walid

kami ta sempat balikkk

kmi mkn lempeng je kt sni

ta pe kan

hik3

ni la kedai lempeng yg sy mksudkan

muka ta sba na bebuka

my only bro n my sis, dyla

ngn ayin

dyla

tuk tontonan.. sbrg ulangan ta dibenarkan.. haha

katakan tdak pada pizza

tp pd lempeng

haila3..... setelah puas mlahar suma

bru teringat nasi ta masak ag,, ayokkkk ma balik keje mau mkn apa wehh

dush3.. jgn jd ank derhaka.. hurmmmmm

pe lg.. balik la kami secepat yg mgkin.. yg senget nya

along leh plak lupa letak mane keta.. ayokkkk parking tu besa kowtt

ta pasal2 men gaya ala2 explorace memalam tuk cari keta.. haishhhh

smpat je kami balik umah menanak nasi kononnya

sekalinya pas amik mak.. n sampai uma... adeshhhh what da bezttt day

ta switch on pun rice cooker tu.. sengaalllll

kebulur ma n walid balik keje

apa la punya ank niyhhhhh suh mask nasi pun FAILED!!!

haha...

sowi222 adengan yg ta disengajakan.. sbb ayin tersempatkan dri on pc n on9 fcbook

hik2.....

mjurrr ayin.. klo ak yg wat ksilapn tu mau beradio smpai ke sahur

papewpun sgt best walopun pnt sbb mnari2 kt mall tu...

adoiii plak ak kai high heel mmg pdn muka

hahaha

ayokkk da abes mid sem break dahh???

Masa berlalu tak menunggu kita

erm sah2 la kan masa ta nunggu kita.. x kn la dye tggu lakk
haishhh adil la tu rasenya.. ye x??


ari ni a rse cam ade yg ta kne.. haishh bwu je jejak kaki ke ganu
stelah 2 mggu ak tggal kan ( amboii bajet 2 dekad)
mcm2 hal doe ak pikirkan
mcm biasa la kan sumanya tntg hak uruskan kewangan
mmg fail teruk la klo kt dunia ni ade exam cara uruskan kewaeangan

aksuka berbelanja ala-ala shopaholic
cuma belum buat confession saja lagi
ak selalu lupa kalau pinjam duit orang, so aku kena bayar cepat-cepat
n kalau orang pinjam duit aku, pun biasanya aku lupa
so berharap orang yang pinjam tu ingat sendiri
(cis dia sendiri tak ingat kalau pinjam duit, nak org pulak ingat)
tapi dah memang begitu
ni tuk sesape yg ak knl since tadika kowt
haishhh kisa lme gak ak sibuk2 an

mungkin kerana di minda aku, duit ini tiada mudah saja datang dan pergi
kalau perlu boleh cari
ada macam macam cara
siapa yang rajin, pasti kan ketemuinya
wahh ayt ak ke tuww??? hak2


ok fine la.. mgkin sbb ak diberi elaun oleh walid walhal ptptn ad jew
pastu klo ta ckup leh je epon walid kata ta ckup
ngekk igt ayh awk gabenor bank ker
ok rayalepas??
amik ko sbijik laptop ku tarah kan...

sekarang ni pun dah start rasa penat.
Dah start nak tumpukan pd esaimen yg terbengkali tu suma
sgala bndayg ta bepe na patut tu kna tolak tepi
klo t t stress
aku akan pegi makan, tidur, tgk muvi atau shopping.
Opsss....
terlepas sikit confession of a shopaholic.

kenapa aku suka tulis tajuk benda lain, lepas tu pergi merapu benda lain?

ni pun satu misteri yang belum terjawab lagi.

Anyway, aku nak tulis tadi macam mana cepatnya tahun 2010 berlalu.
tengok-tengok dah bulan 9 kowtt
bulan 11 agi sebulan.
hujung bulan 11 akan ada perubahan besar dalam hidup aku.
mungkin paling besar yang pernah aku lalui kot.
suspen sungguh je kann

seyes mmg masa ta tgu ak lorhh
bgun stp hari kul 5 or 6 huhu cam nipu lak
pejam celik pejam celik
snooze jam bebunyi lgu2 lady gaga
bingitt je pepagi
dh nak habis subuh. klo xgagahkan diri bangun, dah dosa besar.
Kalau lepas subuh sambung sikit lagi tidur, bukak mata sekali lagi, dah pukul 8.30
dah lambat pergi kelas kan
buat ke sekian kalinya.

da ar tak sempat nak exercise waktu ultimate.
dah semakin hyppo kowtt
phtu mula lah fedup dengan diri sendiri.
haih ape nak jadi.

pastu since balik kelas dah la lewat
ngn penatnya
mlm na stay uop smpai ke pg
ulang ag story yg sme
spe ta fedup
bila da fedup stress plak asew
bila stress mkn ag
da 3x hyppo

oii pe la yg ku merpu niyhh
sedo2 la sikit da masuk part 2 dlm sem niyhh
asew2 da byk ke yg da testudyy
cam tadew je tgk an
so lu fikir lah snirii

moh ler kiter balik campus

erm...i'm going back 2 cmpus today...
arrgghhh malasnya!hoho~
i dun't have much time 2 update my blog...
a lot thing to do lahh
raya lah mk bn tunang lah
but keep enjot it taw
duit raya pun masyuk
who said a little 21 age years old gals like me doesnt deserve to dpt wet raya
i hv proved it... no need to show my matric card or what
hahaha
my frenz n realtive came 2 my house...
n we've 2 prepare everything...
nasi beriyani pun ada
opss...actually i wud can say eat n eat ja
2 days b4, we made bbq at pk andak home...
hoho~ so yummy...
n yesterday,sup...
~sup tulang gitu...weee~
n my mom cooked that soup...!!
yippie!!!=p

but i've 2 left all those happy2 n enjoy2 time behind..
since i'm going back...
coz there's a lot of things i've 2 do...
d bz time is already waiting 4 me...hoho~
d assignments...presentations...test...adehhh...(opsss...xbek ngeluh...hoho~)
oh!i 4got bout my ceju island esaimen!!
adeh lg~
i've 2 stdy all the epics n mitos legend..stories... about the korean diver
rajin la plak ak...hoho~
...we'll go to korea... bernada sadis je kan...
credit to Dr Chong ,our bio developmental n anatomy n pysiology of animal lecturer...
we will do some research there...
actually 4 our assignments lor...huhu~
n d next task. english assignment
ok a little bit blur what i hv to do
since not really familiar with APA format n so on
elehh ckp je la mls na wat
hurm report plant??
sah3 la not fully done yet
dont ask me why ok??

keje2 lain haishhh ni yg ta bkenan
dont worry
i will finish it
with kuey raya n duit raya

oppss..it's already 10++
credit to my fwend
really2 beg u ols
to forces me done my work
to teach me how to wake early after sbuh
to ensure me study n study
really need u ols

well c u later on.. i will catch u later
muaahhh
(duit raya tuk sy msti ad yer)
(^^)

huhu~

am i completely a looser??

before that; i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya to n balik kampong everyone! ;)

okay, here how the story goes;
just now, we got this advance microb TEST,
a few day b4, it was plant anatomy TEST.
and next 4 day, there will be a plant biotech TEST

since last week, we got this TEST n TEST, so i don't really focus too much on any subject,

which mean only study what the nearest TEST that around da corner
coz too many works n lab report to do. n yup, i do exhausted until now.
morever, all the subject need my attention (owhh please, every subject claim me for many topic!)

so, i juz flipped through my notes last night,
have a discussion with my frens. n it all turnout to be okay.
i can answer the memories most term in the note.

and yet i do remember the step in the host defense or whut eva.

however, i felt like a complete loser

it's quite sad. it's just the first test. n why?

i got my heavy migrain

its turn me like crazy or mabuk man

too much pain n blurring until finish the test

i do remember what i has been answer during TEST
juz because of silly careless mistakes, which i can't really accept it.

ok fine.. it seem i try to give silly reason

a good student didnt gv much reason ok!!!!

i would like to say sorry to my animal anatomy n physiology lecturer coz i don't really focus on ur class just now

i'm too sad. ;(
n thanks too because u decided to dismiss the class early..

mucho gracias dr chong

i still glad that my friends are there to cheer me up. ;)
" faez, janganlah macam ni. aku xsuka tengok kau mcm ni"
" faez wehh, kau kenapa? x sihat eh. nk ubat?" *smbil tunjuk ke arah dirinya*
" faez, apsal tetiba kau xde mood? aku pun teruk juga la hari ni, ngn presentation sebagai. "
" faeza, kenapa ni? aku eh penyebab kau mcm ni ek? "
thanks dude! haha. xde masalahnye dgn korang. i just can't accept myself just now. ;(

i have to move on! there still 1 test to go. hopefully i can do it better.
n pray for the bezt all of u too

i'm just too stress for these few week. hopefully next week will be better.

for sure>>> already home sweet home

special thanks......

today was fairytale.....
to all student university malaysia terengganu
salam thniah buat semua diatas result yg kiter semua peroleh
pd yg kurang bernasib baik, x per.. we still got tyme to change it n make it real....
yes.. we can do it... DL... will be yours....
ak sgt bersyukur ngn result aku... walopun x mncapai target.. tp ak leh nmpak tu usaha aku..
yg paling pntg... ak mulai minat untuk blaja n trus blja
aku bkn lg dak hingusan x habes2 mnagis krana mlihat maser depan yg x pasti
ak bkn lg plajar yg skdr dtg mnuntut utuk sekeping slip result exam

dis sem teach me sumting important... i mean too many things...
i know wut da meaning of challenging.. so pain.... so harder...
friends come around... problem in da corner...
of course it’s easy to feel thankful when things go smoothly and life just handed you a blessing
im too thankful for many people that come n go in my life
im too thankful because i get what i want
im too thankful knowing u also be my life
is not easy, but not impossible to had been done..

what is the price of confidence ??
of course priceless, without this confidence, i was unable to pass my exam with flying colour
with ur help, i gained rapidly the confidence
i wanted to tell u my dear friend, it was ur part too to get me aimed this.
its enough for this life altering outcome i guess hehe
i greatly appreciate all of ur effort to help me out this...
thanks again....

special thanks actually to my dearest roomate
hidayah, naim n najmi.....
korang byk mmberi ak stu cabaran... sbb dlm bilik tu... ak yg kuat tdo n tgk muvi
ksungguhan korang dlm study wat aku terikut rentak yg ader
dont prepare last minute, but be prepared until last minute...
seem too struggle n harder .. im trying to walking in ur shoes
even sumtime i felt so pain... but still try for da best
now i really made it... im lucky to be ur romate.. room IM 308
all of u inspired me to study 100%, watch muvi 100% n sleep also 200%
everything that u hv done are fully commitment lorh....
biler study.. study (even sumhow i ngelat asik facebooking ja)
bila mkn.. kiter mkn..
bila tdo kiter tdo.. yup.. jemaah tdo yg paling mustahak... ;)

to the others... it doesnt mean u ar forgettable... to my friends... esp biological science course...
u all really my best costmate n biomate... in da class im not the one yg concentrate
im sorry for the lecturer..i was my faults... my own....
when i see them really workhard.. it teach me hey... i cn be like them too
terima kasih sbb jelez kan aku ngn result kowang yg gempak tyme sem 1
buat aku sgt sungguh2 nk maju lg kedepan...
please rotan me ok klo den mls2 lg...

thnks a lot la......
perhaps for da left sem, (4 sem to go)...insyaAllah
we make it da bezt.... no more game.. no more tears... no more jln2 or wut ever
for mom n dad.. also my family... this one for u...
luv u all....

faeza faisya

exam ke result

ok.. hari ni ak nk kongsi cerita pasal result..... bkn nk megah kan kt sni
exam da lebih sbulan mnngalkan dlm corner hidup an.. so result pun msti ader..
igt ag tyme exam or test.....
mybe kiter x pawsan.... ato aku jer yg pawsan sowang..
lebey kurang macam ni>>>>>
.

tamat jer exam... pe lg.. mlopat sakan....
bkn sbb leh jwap suma ngn betul... tp sbg tnda da abes kt medan perang exam...
pastu... mulala kan... cuak x habes....
risau x sudah sbb result...
demam??? batuk??? pengsan??? sakit badn??
ni la yg blku..... an...
tawakal je la.... byk2...
biler terpampang jer result.... my gosh....
result aku ker tu.... haiyarkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

mser tu aku tersedar... eh aku leh wat la sebenarnya..
sikit lg da leh dpt DL spt yg mk ayh ak imipikan since ak stu thun...
(oi.. bersyukur la...)
hehe paperw pun aku bersyukur sbb much better than sem 1
sujud syukur ak pada yg Esa sbb bg ak pluang cmni
tp klo kurangkan lg
poya2 aku.. sikap men2 dlm kelas...
mgkin harapan aku jd spt ini akn tercapai kan...



blum terlambat rsernyer nk gengam DL
hmm harap2 pas ni aku leh kurgkan sikap bebudak tadika yg aku terapkan spnjg kt umt...
adehh wat semak mata jer.. dah2.. matang sikit...
fokus on study ok... rotan je klo den mls2 dlm kelas
insyaAllah.... ak akn wt yg tebaik.... ni jnji aku
tp x mo la hya pd mulut... so aku kna buktikan la sem depan..
klo x.... sia jela2 angan2 yg aku pasg kan...
tah2 jd angn2 mt jenin...

final exam

exam datng lagi...
namer pun pelajar...
asal exam jer mula la badan ni sakit2
mata asik berpinar-pinar
kpla da rasa bepusing cam gasing
tetiba la plak selera makan nek sakan..
da makn mula lah ngntuk
hari2 meminta simpati kan diri agar btahan tuk study
tp suma tu adat...
klo tyme plwanan bola masing2 deman bola
kira normal lah deman exam plak...

paper pun aku ucpkan moga bejaya...