am i completely a looser??

before that; i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya to n balik kampong everyone! ;)

okay, here how the story goes;
just now, we got this advance microb TEST,
a few day b4, it was plant anatomy TEST.
and next 4 day, there will be a plant biotech TEST

since last week, we got this TEST n TEST, so i don't really focus too much on any subject,

which mean only study what the nearest TEST that around da corner
coz too many works n lab report to do. n yup, i do exhausted until now.
morever, all the subject need my attention (owhh please, every subject claim me for many topic!)

so, i juz flipped through my notes last night,
have a discussion with my frens. n it all turnout to be okay.
i can answer the memories most term in the note.

and yet i do remember the step in the host defense or whut eva.

however, i felt like a complete loser

it's quite sad. it's just the first test. n why?

i got my heavy migrain

its turn me like crazy or mabuk man

too much pain n blurring until finish the test

i do remember what i has been answer during TEST
juz because of silly careless mistakes, which i can't really accept it.

ok fine.. it seem i try to give silly reason

a good student didnt gv much reason ok!!!!

i would like to say sorry to my animal anatomy n physiology lecturer coz i don't really focus on ur class just now

i'm too sad. ;(
n thanks too because u decided to dismiss the class early..

mucho gracias dr chong

i still glad that my friends are there to cheer me up. ;)
" faez, janganlah macam ni. aku xsuka tengok kau mcm ni"
" faez wehh, kau kenapa? x sihat eh. nk ubat?" *smbil tunjuk ke arah dirinya*
" faez, apsal tetiba kau xde mood? aku pun teruk juga la hari ni, ngn presentation sebagai. "
" faeza, kenapa ni? aku eh penyebab kau mcm ni ek? "
thanks dude! haha. xde masalahnye dgn korang. i just can't accept myself just now. ;(

i have to move on! there still 1 test to go. hopefully i can do it better.
n pray for the bezt all of u too

i'm just too stress for these few week. hopefully next week will be better.

for sure>>> already home sweet home