pe yg telah blaku dkt sy

ok ni la muka ter latest shayer

chukup syarat tuk sy katakan

bluehypo is back

hidup y brubah or perubahan yg blaku dlm hidup sy???

melihat kalendar di hujung bucu bilik

tepampang julai 2011

byk bnda blaku bnyak bnda sy na cerita

tapi stu pun y ta ter update

ade yg hepi ade yg suram tak lupa juga yg gila2

roda kehidupan sentiasa bepusing

sumtime u think u up but u never know the next going to b down

hokeyhh perlu ke ade yg kesah

1- mse final exam sem 4 byk musibah blaku

ditikam n menikam kawan baik ape je sy rse

fair n square ke beb klo da cm tu aiigoo00

2- latihan industri di malacca institute Biotechnology fully done

meet the crazier thing in my life...

wif yana my best partner in lab microb thnks ya my prada

they owez make me crazy n hepi.... luv u olls

wif zati (^^)

3- result sem 4 da kuar alhamdulillah merasa gak sy tuk dpt DEAN LIST

tp ta bmkna sy rse hidup sy da diatas

suma tu rezki berkat doa mak ayh n restu lecturer

tak lupa juga sahabat2 yg byk mmbntu

yg ta bntu pun y ucp tq sbb bg psiko tuk sy lebih tekun(^^)

4- byk bnda bru yg sy dpt spnjang cuti

kasut JEEP (MMG tebaik dr ladang)

jgn mnyalah paham kasut ni la sy lanyak smasa praktikal

3 helai bju kurung with cokelat purse

(thnks to auntie noraha n dimba)

sy juga dpt hp ni from my ma

thanks mom

cyg kamoo (^^) <3

kasut tumit jenama buaya

beg tangan my COUCH killing me (soon)

(erghhh da mcm dpt hntaran plak)

most guna duit simpanan hokeyh

kreta MAM yg bakal dicat wane wani seindah pelangi

thnks credit to walid (^^)

5- alhamdulillah setiap mggu de je program terisi spnjang cuti

smpat la sy ke jay bee, ke penang, ke kg, ke puncak alam, ke bangi, ke muadzam,

6- every two week adeq2 sy balik ke mlaka

n kami akn tgk wayang together hishhh diowang ni tyme tgk wayg ok

suh jd gps mse sy drive erghhhhh

ni ler keadaanya kami betiga dlm keta adehhh

kite pow dak kechik niyh smpai g atm

7- sy bakal bekerja!!!!

waaaa sepnjang hidup ni la fes time na try keje

mampu ke x ek????

latest news... gonna have

erghhh ni lum kompem tp lam pebncangan

hik2 tq my bro

inshaAllah raya t akn bwk balik modem ni balik ganu

bila saya menangi

~~~~heyyy u noe my name.. but u may dont noe me

u noe what u heard what im done

but u dont knoe what i been thru~~~~

this gonna be really really hard.

now i'm trying to like some

thing else but none of it helps even a bit

.

i just can't stop crying.

it hurts.

kept on crying myself to sleep but still all of the memories are stuck inside my head even ..

ohh namo la bcakap itu suma

rse na melalak lagi je kang

meruntun je rse bru2 niyh. pe tah yg tkurang

telebih bicara pun ta leh tkurang apetah lg

mata saya da macam panda kan

btul kn klo kita nangis sejibik mata panda

erghhhh kalo lah cm zaman kekechik dlu kan... bila na nangis mesti na ngaga leluas kan

suara ta yah cita la ,mau tak nye begema stu taman..

tp bila da besar ta bley suda mo nagis cmtu

kena cover2 bila kntoi mta cm panda reti plak segan2

aduyaiiii

(merujuk dri sendiri)

aiggo0o

menagis ni bagus sbenarnya cuma ta bley lelebiyh n over

(walopun hakikatnya ak la yg OVER tu)

bkn ape... klo telebiyh gt nagis leh kna migrain.. hurm

tp klo na nangis tu tak salah sebab nya

air mata yg kuar tu leh wat cuci mata kita

leh cuci hati sekali tambah2 lg jika menangi mmbayangkan dosa yg mggunung tinggi

yg penting slepa menagis kita akn rse lega n tenang sangat

hurm mmg selalunya golongan spt kami ni la yg kuat menagis

terapi katanya

tetapi ta bemakna kami ni lemah

ye tak??

tahu tak knapa kita menangis?????

~~~~ANGIN MALAM MMBAWA AIRMATA KU~~~~

im just a simple girl

back to my life wif a simple gurl

hmm...there's that "timing" thing again.

my dear life... this da part where i need start to run,

i dont mean JUST physically, though i've been doing a lot thing lately

sumtime i need a sumone to be my reminder

sumtime i need a smack in the face too.. apparently...

basically these kind of thing i wud rather share alone my self instead with others

but it this where im rite now... occasionally i get open book syndrome

Belief is everything.

it is da core within u that starts da fire

everything extends from there.

dat makes it all the more important that u r careful wut u believe.

question every belief that doesn't allow you to be your best self.

embrace and cultivate the beliefs that invite you to live well, love purely (that includes yourself) and do good.

in time u will break out of the shell of self doubt you are encompassed

about in now and arise as the amazing creature

u were always intended to be.

hey just believe ur self lorh;)

sToP BeInG Of TiReD....

Sick and tired of being so sick and tired?

The answer may be surprisingly simple to you. It’s not rocket science. There are certain factors of daily life that will ensure continued vitality and energy and fight tiredness. These are rules that Chiropractors and advocates of natural health and fitness have spoken on for years.

What Causes Tiredness?

• Lack of or improper sleep and/or rest
• Lack of exercise
• Poor diet choices; too much sugar and junk calories
• Lack of adequate nutrition; vitamin, mineral deficiency
• Excessive stress

How to stop being so tired:

• Get enough sleep: minimum 6 hrs depending on age.
• Get daily exercise
• Cut back on junk food; not just fast food, but highly processed, packaged foods as well
• Take a daily multivitamin/mineral supplement
• Deal with stress; confront your challenges, get out from behind your desk, listen to uplifting music or audio books

a small pit stop here

wowww.. it has been long enough didnot make any pit stop here..its feel like my word were hiding inside seem to many chronic tragedy happen.ehh i mean a bit time spend with a a lot thing to filled up. being so tired doesnt gv me anything.too many commitments, and it wears me out to the point I get sick. I'm finally feeling 100% better from that cold (nearly three weeks later)

We have two ears and one mouth so that we can listen twice as much as we speak.. thus taking this opportunity to climb over the others road instead of mine... Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

Something that has always puzzled me all my life is why, when I am in special need of help, the good deed is usually done by somebody on whom I have no claim.(^^) Alhamdulillah . Thanks to HIM .

rintihan hati

sejak bilala plak ak ta thu na nyusun kata niyh

empty bin kosong betul kan

ibarat tin yg tade pekdah disimpan.. haihh cm tade kena mngena plak kan~~

entah mengapa fikiran ni sgt buntu... hope de yg na bntu)

ta thu knapa terasa sayu bayu layu

awan kian berarak(plak g tgk awan kt luar)

ya Allah.. selain Kau pd siapa lg tempat ku mengadu

malam yang mendamaikan.. tp hati ini ta sedamai itu.. pehhhh statement ta bleyy bla tu der..

hohoho de i kesah.. nme pun blog kan.. lalalala

kasihan kah mereka ats derita ini.... eheh ayt super bajet emo lak kan

berada ditempat yg sepatutnya asing tetapi msih terasa erat

n sedihnya pkara sebaliknya blaku juga

adeshhh pedih mata niyh...

TT__TT

u've got to get yourself together
u've got stuck in a moment
now u can't get out of it
don't say that later will be better
now u're stuck in a moment
n u can't get out of it…..(Stuck in a Moment_U2)

bak kata kawan ak

usah bingung dgn diri sendiri,
guluhlah hati ngan petunjuk Ilahi,
cari di mana pintalan dosa,
rungkailah satu persatu kekusutan yg bersarang,
melebihkan waktu pd meleraikan,
supaya sepenuh hati itu..layak diletakkan Tuhan..

berdeup desup air mata ak mluncur laju.. ta pena ku kira brapa byk pintalan itu

apakah masih ada daya tuk rungkai semuanya

status kaka ku" kite ni pahala dah la tak bnyk..tp yg kita pegi tambah dosa tu kenape? kui.

tunduk kebisuan ak disitu.. terasa meraba dlm cahaya yg samar itu

tecari cari di mana letak dudukku di sisiMu.

oh Tuhan, kiranya aku berdosa bukakanlah pintu hatiku.

beriku peluang bertaubat pdMu dr segala dosa dan kesalahan yg ku lakukan.

ya Allah..peliharalah kami semua

dlm setiap lgkah kami n setiap perbuantannya jua

yes im messy

messy is out of control, maybe that’s it.

dis is a trauma after math thing:

learning to be ok with being out of control, n with what new growth can emerge from that release.

yesterday, I felt no control over those tears, they came up fast and immediate and were suddenly there —

this is ongoing learning,

how I let myself just be in all those different places, feel exactly what im feeling, remind myself, my inside selves, n even the people around

me (should they wonder or worry):

it’s ok, im ok, even when i look not ok.

even when im messy.