friends

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.

These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

walking down the memory lane

its been a long time i guess

sumtime remember da darkness in my past

bringing back these memories, i wish i never had

sumtime i think of letting go, n never looking back

never moving forward so, there wud never be a past

come on la... past is past

that wut people said about it.. some may even completely leave their past behind

and go on living just for today n tomorrow

they dont even show their care bout da past... not keeping in mind that the past is da reason why we r here in present.. i mean now... or it can be for da future

but..

some memory need to be erased.. need to be forgotten.. need to be throw in dark place

no matter what how much i try to put away da memories which remind me so many thing dear to me

which they came back almost immediately

its kind of heartless..

i wont blame my self for all da feeling that i've felt

sumtime i hate when everyone not around me.. or they sleeps... no one to talk to

owhhh my Lord.. no distraction so silence is deafening, and deafening silence induces some sort of self reflection.

then

~~i’ve cried and cried for my broken dreams~~~

then starting making da kerepek one in this blog

this song credit to myself

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never bee a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It’s easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

i called them a bestfriends

as we get older mature it seems maintaining and making new friendships takes a back seat to life rite, or in other words we are so "busy" working on "our lives" that we stop actually enjoying life and living it.

life is filled with many peaks and valleys, its up and down and how the people u call friends react or don't react when we are going through the valley, desperately trying to climb back up, can say a lot about the "friendship".

on the road that taken along the road of life,i think my life was filled with - long time friends, new friends, business friends, social friends, aquaintence friends, and neighbor friends. Alhamdulillah... i admit it.. looking back at the early days my hard day and as life continued the dynamics of these "friendships" changed just as quickly as my life

~ in a blink of an eye -

people I had thought i could count one,

disappeared or became closer to me;

those whom i would not have expected to help pull/push me back up were doing exactlly that...

while others did not disappoint in their way

who knows..

in the early days, i literally cried myself to sleep at the loss of friends i "thought" would owez be there for me, as i would for them. i questioned why others remained n yet others stepped up unexpectedly..

as, da days turned to weeks, weeks to months, months to now to a years later ... the cream does rise to the top! i can't begin to tell you how blessed i feel as i think about those who now surround me and i call them "friends".

yes, for sure i still have some (how blessed and grateful i am for them) very long time friends, they are m

ore of extended like family; many are "new" friends - some of which whom have only been in my life a short time (i mean less than 3 years) i hold as close to my heart and with the trust and comfort of some long time friends. i have discovered a wonderful kind of friend, whom pre-accident i would have never known or had.

credit to my bff

whom that i called bestfriends 4 ever

whom that i called u adeq,

whom that i called u kaka

whom that i called u when i need

i called u when i smile n cry

whom that accept me with my weakness

those believe me to be a friends to them

love u olls

(uwww how many time i enter the backspce.. how many time the google has crash..its nothing to retype again n again)

awk sahabat sy

love can giVe a hundred reason to cry..................

bUt trUe friEnds can giVe life a thousand reason to....

SMILE :)

slm persahabatan sy tuk kamoo...

kamoo yg benama SAHABAT

heyy awk
sebelum itu sy ingin menyatakan bahawa sy sgt syg pda kamoo... *auwww malu (tutp muka)
mreka pun syg kt kamoo sesangat (^^)
kami ta penah brasa ta sng bila diprtemukn ngan kamo0

sowieee, mungkin mse awl2 dlu kami agak takut tuk mendekati diri kam0o
yelah, kamo0 kan sepeti ta mengendahkn kmi. *ayt bajettt
sepeti ta mahu begaul ngan kami yg huha2 sesangt niyhhhh

rupa-rupanya kami jga salah bah , sebenarnya kamoo yg malu2 tuk mendekati kami.

kata kamoo kami ni terlalu baik (^_~)

dan kmoo0 juga kata bahawa kami ni ta mcm kmo0 (ayt tggi diri jap)

bila kamoo kata gitu, terasa ada percikan api di hati *bunga api brg kali....

bukan percikan api kerana marahkan kamo0 tetapi marahkan diri sendiri.... TT__TT

kami wase sgt besalah,

kami sepatutnya menegur kamo0 dari mula lagi *nada sedey kuciwa
maafkan kami aw..., :-(

kami bukanlah yg terbaik tapi kami akn cuba jadi yg terbaik
tuk kamo0 n yg lelain jua.

masa kamo0 mengadu tntg sesuatu, sy cuba mndengarnya *besarkan telinga.....(^_*)

sy ingin menyelami hati kam00 woo *kai bju diving ag niyhh .. blup..blup..blup..(#_#)

ehem3...

kamoo0 juga baik bena,,,,(*_*)
mungkin benar, pengaruh kawan itu penting

skiranya kita berkawan ngan orang yang mengajak kita kepada kemungkaran, kita pasti akan terjebak sehingga melupakan-Nya. Itu tandanya iman kita masih belum kuat n vice versa...

haeyyy awkkk,

awk lah kwan saya:'(

syg awk<3

credit to all my bestfwend ever

esp diba,ryna,ain,fara,mj,daya, tika etc.all

pza,syila,rania, peni,wawa, mira.fara etc all

umi, arin, syaf,ecah,pza, etc all

n alls of u...

stress dulu n sekarang

d0lu2kan.... (cer baca cer baca dlu)

dulu msa jaman sekolah. stress nya belajar. rasa macam nak tawen cepat je. nda payah dah nak jawap exam bagai kannn

dulu msa jaman sekolah. ta sabar nak jadi dewasa. na blaja jejauh. ba ada duit sendiri. bila bila masa nak makan kfc tak payah mintak duit dekat ma lg

dulu masa jaman sekolah. ta sabar nak ada lesen kete. ta sabar nak berlumba lumba di atas jalan raya menunjukkan kehebatan skill membawa kete.

dulu masa jaman sekolah. rasa dunia lambat sangat berlalu. bila habis form 5 gembira bukan kepalang sebab dah ta perlu bangun pukul 6.00 pagi setiap hari gosok baju kurung sekolah.

dulu masa jaman sekolah. ta sabar nak 18 tahun sebab nak sbb da buleh wat kputusan sniri,

dulu semua tak sabar. sikit2 rase na jd besa

sekarang pe cerrrr???

sekarang rindu waktu belajar kt sekolah sebab stress esaimen blmbak kt u

sekarang bila dah ada duit takde pulak gelojoh nak pegi makan kfc hari hari.... g jer warung bagai

sekarang dah de kreta lg byk kna amik beratpasl keta ade la

sekarang pon kena bangun awal pagi jugak. KAU INGAT KAU lecturer NAK DATANG PUKOL 12?

sekarang umur dah lebih 18 takde pulak kau kecoh ta de pulak rse da besa.. na balik umo 12 thun ade la

Sekarang nak buat semua mende da malas. Rasa diri dah tua. Kenapa lah masa cepat sangat berlalu. arghhh

manusia sentiasa hipokrit

kalau ditanya setiap dari kita, takkan ada sorang pon yang kata dia suka orang hipokrit. tapi, sebenarnya hipokrit tu memang lahir dalam sifat semulajadi diri kita.

sama jugak dengan sifat-sifat yang lain. ada yg tak suka kawan yg tikam dari belakang. hakikatnya, kadang2 kita mengata jugak kawan dari belakang.. (japcm selalu je... aduiii)

tiada pencuri yang mengaku suka mencuri. tiada seorang pun yang suka diumpat, tapi dia suka mengumpat. ada ke pembohong yang suka orang lain tipu dia?

semua ni adalah sifat hipokrit dalam diri manusia. so, kalau anda kata tak suka orang hipokrit. ukur lah baju di badan sendiri dulu yek..

berpura-pura. ya, itulah sifat semulajadi manusia. ta perlu menidakkan kehadiran sifat tu dalam diri kita. tapi, apa yang perlu kita buat adalah, kawal sifat tu dari terus menguasai diri kita. sekian

*rse sgt skema pula*

malu ku pd yg satu

ta thu na bermula dgn apa,, hati ni mulai ta tenang.. tidak lg seriang dlu

hati ni mulai tipu erti kebahagiaan.. pada spe harus sy berikan dan siapa pula yg mhu terima

hari demi hari, sban hari.. mgkin ini persaann je.. that y org kata jgn telalu ikutkan perasaan niyhh

ya Allah , terlalu lama hati ini memendam.. hingga hati ini mulai retak

mgkin drikuharus bgkit.. tp ta thu dri mana harus sy bermula suma tu

mncari mntari tika malam, mncari bntang tatkala matahari mnyinar... sgalanya mnjadi kelu n buntu

kan elok klo hati ini sntiasa bsikap husnuzon. ta de lah asik na ngata sne sni

nauzubillah.....

lame berdiri disitu,.... melihat karenah mereka yang ta pena tabayang dlm jiwa ini

sesekali terusik dengan gurau tawa mereka..pd mta kasar sememangnya mreka serba kekurangan

nmun pd mata hati ku mereka sgt bhagia ngn hidup mereka

ak bertanya pd dri ku..

bersyukurkah ak jika compare ngn mereka

rsenya tidak bukan???

sdgkan ak yg lg sempurna dri mereka pun masih tdak besyukur ngn sgala nikmat yg ad..

malunya ak mengadap mereka

lebih malu ak mengadap Dia yg ESA

betapa malunya aku menghadapMu..

mencariMu hanya bila ku rindu
mula bersujud hanya bila ku perlu
namun bila Kau beriku cinta
panggilanMu tak pernah aku mendengar

angkuhnya ku pada kejadianku
merasakan dunia lama milikku
'kan kelukah lidah bersyahadah cinta?
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